I Just Realized I Loved Him Part 9

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When he went home, I my dad got home I went downstairs to say hi. "heyy dad." Hi, ash can u do me a favor and make dinner tonight?" My dad was never home. He was always at work and if he was home he was working from home. Sometimes I just wanted to hang out with him. Like father and daughter. I sighed and responded, "Ya, sure."

I started making dinner. A couple of minutes later Justin came into the kitchen. "You're making dinner?" he asked. "Ya, dads working, as always." He came over and started helping. When we were almost done he started to set the table while I finished up making everything and washing a few pans.

After we finished we called everyone to my kitchen. My dad came in 10 minutes after we started eating. He came and sat down "Hi guys, sorry I was on a business call," he said. "Ya," we all said. Dinner was good. Me and Justin are good cooks. Justin was talking about what college. He was looking forward to going next year. I wasn't looking forward to him leaving. Then there was a silence "Can Brad and Amanda come over tomorrow?" Taylor asked politely. "Umm I'm not sure," "I think I have to work tomorrow you'll have to ask your mom." My dad said. "But tomorrows Saturday," I said. "I know but I have to work," he said. I said "You're never home anymore, its like you don't even care," I said running to my room.

I went into my room and laid on my bed. Ever since Brad told me about what happened I've been kind of scared. I thought what if something happens to him when he's at work and I didn't say goodbye to him because I was asleep and then he doesn't come home, and he dies. It scared me. I turned over and closed my eyes. I heard the door open. "Ashleyy......." It was Justin. "You okayy?" I could tell he was concerned. "I'm fine. Dad works too much. Is it more important to him than us?" I wanted to know but I knew Justin wouldn't know, I seemed he wondered that himself. "I don't really know Ashleyy, only he knows. He's been doing this for a while, it never bothered you like this. Is this about what happened to Brad?" He asked. I didn't know he knew. "How did you know? About him or how I was feeling?" I was curious. "One: you're my sister I can tell and Two: me, and mom know and apparently you, but why is this bothering you so much?" I didn't know if I should tell him but he was my big brother I told him everything.

I started my story, "Right before it all happened, I was talking to him. We were talking and all of a sudden he said OMG got to go. I said okay and he left. I didn't know what was going on. Today before you guys all got home he came over and told me what had happened. He told me it killed him knowing that he could have died and he didn't even say bye to me or anything he just left. When dad was home 15 minutes late I got worried I was like oh no, what if something happened, I didn't even say bye to him this morning."

"Oh. That is scary," is all he said. He hugged me and said "It's going to be okay." After he left I rolled over and fell asleep.
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Published: 9/17/2009
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