I Just Need Time

I don't want to be alone anymore,
I can't seem to get it right,
When you first open up your doors,
Building the walls around them tight,
You may think you know,
Everything about someone,
But you don't know anything at all,
You try to compensate,
Try not to aggravate,
But you end up taking the fall.

I think inside of me,
I'm scared of the lonely,
I've had my time,
To remember myself,
I can't stand it no longer,
I'm tired of the growing fonder,
Of every single person I know,
I feel like letting go.

Trust doesn't mean anything,
In this day and age,
I think that love doesn't have the same meaning,
Last time I checked,
And I can't believe,
Every single mistake that I did,
As I brush away the rest of me,
All the dirt clouding my memory.

I think inside of me,
I'm scared of the lonely,
I've had my time,
To remember myself,
I can't stand it any longer,
I'm tired of the growing fonder,
Of every single person I know,
I feel like letting go.

My heart doesn't need to beat,
For no one, for much longer,
I won't be nobody's medal,
That we adorn,
I'm sure that I'm just fine,
And I'll make it out alive,
I just want,
No, I just really need time.