I Hope It's Forever

I can't stop doubting what this is
I'm me, you're you
This can't be true
I'm just imagining.

Everything that's happening
It's not real
Everything I feel is one big lie
It's all lie.

I want it to be true
The feelings you say
You have for me
But maybe it's never going to happen.

I want to be in public with you
I want to hold your hand
In the halls and in class.

But it's never going to happen
I should just give up now
What's the point?

My doubts are over powering
But they're probably true
So I'll open up to you
And tell you my secrets.

Soon I will regret it,
I know that's true
But you will get as close as you can
Because I'll let you.

In the end I'll get hurt,
I know it but for now
I'm gonna let it happen
Because it's good while it last
I hope it last forever.