I Hate My Life!

I hate my life,
It just doesn't seem right,
Me being here on Earth,
Me being here on this f*cking planet!

I hate my life,
With bullying at school,
Parent arguing at home,
Being told I’m depressed!

I hate my life,
The only person keeping me from dying is her,
The girl I loved,
My best friend!

I hate my life,
I hate it so much,
Why was I chosen to live in this world?
Why?????

I hate my life,
Everything is made so complicated,
It's like I’m in a time-machine showing me what my future is!

My future is me holding a knife to my heart, and slowly pushing it in, slower and slower because I just rally love the pain!

It may sound awesome to you, but it's not, it's painful to live, to even breathe, because I don't want to live, I want to be dead, I want to with the girl I love because I know I can't be with them, the only people who hear my heart!

I don't want to keep living because it's so painful and it hurts so much!

I don't to live because I hate life so much that I have to block out the pain of breathing!

I hate my life!