I Didn't Mean to Kill Him
This is about a girl getting raped by her brother. Hope you enjoy this please leave comments so you could tell me if I should keep going or stop! This is my first time writing. Well enjoy..
'Come on Kiara please stay for just a few minutes, PLEASE Pleaaaaassee, if your really a true friend don't leave so quick." I was begging my best friend to stay. Theirs no way I am going to stay home alone with Bryan, My brother.
"Geesh Alexis what's wrong with you. Seriously I would have stayed with you to my mom well kill me if I am late. You know how she is always worrying too much. I'm sorry but I have to go." kiare said while giving me a hug and began leaving.
"Okay I guess you're right. You need to go. Bye" I said. She had no clue how awful it is if she leaves me alone in here. I closed the door and began to go to my room. I prayed to god that Bryan wouldn't notice that Kiara left. "Please, Don't let him touch me today" but as always god doesn't answer me.
"Hey Alexis. Anything to eat?" Bryan asked.
"You could learn to knock you know." I said
"Who said I had to."
"Whatever and about eating I'm not your damnn maid."
"You Will be Now." he Said
He began to get closer to me and closer. Then he slapped me and pushed me in the wall.
"Leave me alone You asshole! let me go. Stop it. STOP. What kind of FUCKING brother ARE YOU!" I Kept screaming. Tears began to fall. I tried to fight him. I'm sick of him. He begins to rip my clothes apart. Tackle me to the ground. He strips down his pants and he lay there on top of me. I beg for him to stop. I kept hitting him trying my best to move him away from me. But he's stronger and bigger than me so as he always wins. I don't got any choice but to lay there on the floor crying and feeling him insert it inside me. This same thing has been happening to me for the past 9years. Since I was 7 Years old he've been raping me and now I'm 15 and he still does. I hate him. I can't get myself to tell anybody about what he does. He's 17. My parents love him but they hate me. He's the star child in the family. Everyone thinks that he's the best boy in the world. He's popular at school, he gets everything he wants. They think he's sweet, nice, and everything, But nobody knows the real him but me. Which feels like hours, he finally lets me go and began to pull his pants up and leave. "Wow didn't that feel good?" He said.
"FUCK YOU!" I screamed.
"But we just fucked! You want to again?" He said smiling evilly
"LEAVE OUT OF MY ROOM. I HATE YOU, YOU DISGUSTING ASSHOLE!!" I spat at him coldly at the same time I was running to him trying to punch him. but I missed and he got to punch me instead right on the jaw. I screamed in pain while blood spilled from my mouth. And with that he left to his room and closed the door. I lay down on my bed crying. As always I don't know what to do. I'm tired of this stuff. My life is a hell. Why god even created him for? I really despise him more than anything. Feeling disgusted than ever I picked out clothes, a skinny jeans pants and a pink tank top. I went into the restroom and took a shower. put on my clothes combed my hair. I didn't even bother putting on make-up because with make up or without won't make any difference. When I got out of the restroom. Bryan came and said " I'm leaving to Jonathon's house." and he left. What's wrong with seriously? he acts like he's done nothing wrong!! But oh well it feels so good without him being here. So I grabbed my purse and left out of the house. I was walking when I heard. "Hey." I turned and behind me I saw this hot muscular guy. All I did was stare.
"Uh.. Wassup." He said.
"Hey nothing just walking and I never um..seen you before around here?" I Asked nervously.
"I just moved here a couple of days ago."
"Oh really. What school you go to?"
"Tomorrow will be my first day at McLane HighSchool."
"Seriously? That's the same school I go to!" I said
"Well that's great maybe you show me around at school?" he said
'Sure ." I answered Brightly
"By the way I'm Joe."
"Alexis"
"Nice name. I gotta go I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Thanks, alright see ya"
"Bye Beautiful" he smiled and left.
Did he just call me BEAUTIFUL?!!
Joes POV:
I just saw that girl. And like I was knocked out. She's so WOW gorgeous. And that body of hers. She sounds so sweet. But theirs just something about her she looks well she looks kinda sad? I don't know but for some reason I'm so eager for tomorrow to come.
"Geesh Alexis what's wrong with you. Seriously I would have stayed with you to my mom well kill me if I am late. You know how she is always worrying too much. I'm sorry but I have to go." kiare said while giving me a hug and began leaving.
"Okay I guess you're right. You need to go. Bye" I said. She had no clue how awful it is if she leaves me alone in here. I closed the door and began to go to my room. I prayed to god that Bryan wouldn't notice that Kiara left. "Please, Don't let him touch me today" but as always god doesn't answer me.
"Hey Alexis. Anything to eat?" Bryan asked.
"You could learn to knock you know." I said
"Who said I had to."
"Whatever and about eating I'm not your damnn maid."
"You Will be Now." he Said
He began to get closer to me and closer. Then he slapped me and pushed me in the wall.
"Leave me alone You asshole! let me go. Stop it. STOP. What kind of FUCKING brother ARE YOU!" I Kept screaming. Tears began to fall. I tried to fight him. I'm sick of him. He begins to rip my clothes apart. Tackle me to the ground. He strips down his pants and he lay there on top of me. I beg for him to stop. I kept hitting him trying my best to move him away from me. But he's stronger and bigger than me so as he always wins. I don't got any choice but to lay there on the floor crying and feeling him insert it inside me. This same thing has been happening to me for the past 9years. Since I was 7 Years old he've been raping me and now I'm 15 and he still does. I hate him. I can't get myself to tell anybody about what he does. He's 17. My parents love him but they hate me. He's the star child in the family. Everyone thinks that he's the best boy in the world. He's popular at school, he gets everything he wants. They think he's sweet, nice, and everything, But nobody knows the real him but me. Which feels like hours, he finally lets me go and began to pull his pants up and leave. "Wow didn't that feel good?" He said.
"FUCK YOU!" I screamed.
"But we just fucked! You want to again?" He said smiling evilly
"LEAVE OUT OF MY ROOM. I HATE YOU, YOU DISGUSTING ASSHOLE!!" I spat at him coldly at the same time I was running to him trying to punch him. but I missed and he got to punch me instead right on the jaw. I screamed in pain while blood spilled from my mouth. And with that he left to his room and closed the door. I lay down on my bed crying. As always I don't know what to do. I'm tired of this stuff. My life is a hell. Why god even created him for? I really despise him more than anything. Feeling disgusted than ever I picked out clothes, a skinny jeans pants and a pink tank top. I went into the restroom and took a shower. put on my clothes combed my hair. I didn't even bother putting on make-up because with make up or without won't make any difference. When I got out of the restroom. Bryan came and said " I'm leaving to Jonathon's house." and he left. What's wrong with seriously? he acts like he's done nothing wrong!! But oh well it feels so good without him being here. So I grabbed my purse and left out of the house. I was walking when I heard. "Hey." I turned and behind me I saw this hot muscular guy. All I did was stare.
"Uh.. Wassup." He said.
"Hey nothing just walking and I never um..seen you before around here?" I Asked nervously.
"I just moved here a couple of days ago."
"Oh really. What school you go to?"
"Tomorrow will be my first day at McLane HighSchool."
"Seriously? That's the same school I go to!" I said
"Well that's great maybe you show me around at school?" he said
'Sure ." I answered Brightly
"By the way I'm Joe."
"Alexis"
"Nice name. I gotta go I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Thanks, alright see ya"
"Bye Beautiful" he smiled and left.
Did he just call me BEAUTIFUL?!!
Joes POV:
I just saw that girl. And like I was knocked out. She's so WOW gorgeous. And that body of hers. She sounds so sweet. But theirs just something about her she looks well she looks kinda sad? I don't know but for some reason I'm so eager for tomorrow to come.
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