I Can't..

I can't close my eyes anymore
After a long day of hurt.. I can't close my eyes
I can't breathe and feel myself clean again
All these voices
All these people, and faces..
I can't breathe.

My eyes are closed, but I feel wide awake
I don't understand.
Heavier breathes.
Deeper in.
What is going on?
What's happening?

I scream.
But all I hear is my very own..

Time goes by and every moment it worsens
Piling pressure up on me

A needle and black thread.. coming closer

Sealing my eyes shut

Darkness..

I feel the needle pinch threw my lips.
Shut.

I wake up to reality.....