How Many

How many tears must I cry?
Before you realize how hard I try.

How many times must my blood be spilled,
Until you realize your lies have my heart filled.

How many times do I have to hurt myself?
Until you realize you’re only hurting yourself.

How many days will pass?
Until your deceit becomes a big mass

How many times will you hurt me?
Until I’m not who I used to be.

How many before I leave for good,
How many?