How I Feel

You think you know how I feel
But if you did you'd be wishing you were dying
I don't know how much more I can deal
I'm sick and tired of crying
Too much pain for one heart
The hurt I can no longer take
It's ripping me apart
I'm surely about to break
I know my pain doesn't seem that bad
But you haven't seen the side of me
That's surely going insane from being so sad
I say I'm happy but I don't think that'll ever be
I try not to cry to hide what I'm feeling inside
But I can't take it anymore
It's splitting me side by side
I know you think you can imagine what I'm going through
But you would be begging for mercy if you knew