How Crude Can This Be

You are alone with your hole
Feeling so cold
Trying to hold on
You doubt that you're sure

There's someone out there
Waiting for her
Wanting to be there
Looking through her eyes
And removing her tears.

You feel just like crying
Your soul feels like dying
Your heart is like not beating
Your eyes feel like closing.

She avoids her true friends
She is always lonely
She no longer wanted to be near them.

I'm always like this
Dying and bleeding
And this is something that no one can see.

By the time I'm alone
Loneliness fills my heart
I'll cry all day
I'll cry all night.

My life is a mess
Always filled with emptiness
You have to see it
To believe it
That's what people always say.

But who am I?
I'm no more than shadow
Right here
Right now
Right in my hole
Here in this hollow
I'll always wonder
How crude can this be?