How Could It Not Be True? - 8

RECAP: His face was coming closer to me, but I didn't know what to do. Did I want to kiss him. I said we can't be anything more than friends but I wanted to get over Nick right or rather I should say I had to get over Nick. But will kissing someone else help it??

Wouldn't it just be like using him?? And it would be the last possible thing I'd ever like to do.

It would hurt his feelings if I didn't kiss him but really did I want to do it? I can't just keep pushing away every happiness in my life, when I know my Romeo isn't coming back. This is life not a fairytale where the hero comes back. My Romeo is gone and gone for good, leaving his Juliet.

But what would have Juliet done in such a situation? A voice inside me said to do it 'Go for it! He loves you. Nick is just a beautiful memory that will always remain in your heart' but there was no voice inside me saying ' Do it coz you love him.'

Yes I felt happy when I was around him. He was what you can call my safe zone whom I could trust but anything more,

'Would I?' 'Could I?'

His face was centimeters apart. I just had to take one step forward, just one step to change my life to get over Nick, but the question was - will I really get over Nick by kissing him. There is only way to get the answer but should I even risk what I had, my friendship with him to find out the answer.

Is it worth it? When I knew there is no power in this world which can make me love him like I love Nick.

I didn't have time to think about it. He gently took my face in his hands and leaned forward to kiss me. Just as his lips brushed mine, I was so scared, so nervous, my legs started wobbling and shaking. My heartbeat was pulsing at the speed of lightning. I didn't know what to feel, why was I scared?

Was all this because I was guilty for kissing him or because it was his effect on my body. I didn't have much time to deliberate because my phone rang at the very same moment.

I was so busy with my thoughts that the sudden ting of the phone startled me and in one second both me and Chris were falling down. I Guess kissing while trying to balance on a bridge is not one of the brightest ideas.

*splash*
We both fell into the lake with a splashing whoosh sound dripping wet in water.

We both struggled up the surface coughing and trying to regain our composures. Chris came towards me holding me trying to help stay on the surface.

"I am so..... sorry Ally I shouldn't......." he said awkwardly looking down.

I was biting my lower lip nervously trying to figure out what to say.

"ummmm.... Ah! Let's get ..... out of here" I answered him

We were both completely wet by the time we got to the shore and made way towards his car. My blouse was drenched in water and almost a see through. It was a long awkward walk back to his car. Both of us said nothing as if deliberating what to say.

CHRIS'S P.O.V

I shouldn't have done that. I am an idiot, a complete idiot!!!. The walk back to the car was full of silence, but still I couldn't help notice her messy wet hair coming to her face. It just looked so sexy on her as if she'd just came out from a bath.

Her top was almost a see through. I know I shouldn't look at it, but it was helpless. I could see her also being aware of the fact as she was awkwardly trying to cover herself a little bit.

We were back to my car in a few minutes. She still hadn't said a word to me, I swear to god I was dying to know what she was thinking. Was she afraid of me??? Please god no, I didn't want to do this.

It would be the last thing I would ever wanna do. The first thing I did on entering was giving her my spare coat lying on the back seat.

"here...." I said hand her the coat.

She was hesitating a bit an I could see her hands shaking because of chill in the air.

I draped the coat around her and closed it buttons, so she no longer has to be embarrassed about her see through shirt.

When she calmed down I started the engine. Time had just flown by, well its common. When we were in high school, we bunked our classes to come here and then time went flying.

ALLYSON'S P.O.V

Chris dropped me home and let me tell you, it was one of the most awkward rides of my life. It was like no one had any words to say.

"okay!" Chris said taking a long breath as we stopped outside my house.

"listen Ally, I um..... am really sorry, I just......."

"its fine.... I am ...not angry" I replied trying to make his work easier. He looked quite sorry.

"um... okay I'll see you later" I said walking out of the car.

"okay. Bye" he replied before taking off.

But before I could enter my the house my phone rang, it was Kelsey. I was actually quite happy to hear from her.

"hello"
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"hey! Ally. I need your help. It's a big emergency. Please come here as fast as possible" she looked quite tensed in a rush which made me worried.

"Kelsey is everything fine what happened....." I asked her panickly

"Cam uh... marriage oh! Just come here" she said in a pleading tone.

"okay...." I said as I quickly flipped back my phone and drove towards Kelsey's apartment.

"Cam, marriage??? What could have happened........What..... no, no, he can't break their marriage. What am I thinking. I am surely freaking out!!!" I thought as I drove at lightning fast speed.

The instant I rang the bell, I saw my beautiful 5'7 best fiend with pretty blonde hair and dark piercing blue eyes coming towards me. Sometimes I am jealous, of her. She has perfect body, fashion sense and now a perfect fiancée with loving parents and what do I have?? But you know, I have world's best friends who would go to any extent to protect me and that counts something right??

"Ahhhhhhhh!!!! I am so happy to see you," she squealed and pulled me into a tight hug.

"We met today in the morning," I said remembering shouting at her to get lost.

"Yeah, you were pretty angry huh!" She said in a fake angry voice

"But why were you so worried."

"Well,...., she said biting her lower lip nervously.

"what?" I asked her waiting her to break the suspense.

She took me to her bedroom. I was still pretty confused what was she talking about, but all my questions were answered when I saw 2 beautiful wedding dresses on the bed.

"I don't know which one to choose??" She said anxiously.

She looked so cute like a teenager trying to figure out what to wear at her first date. I had to laugh at her expression.

"So, that was the commotion all about???" I asked kinda relieved.

"It's not a small issue?" She said in her defense.

You know, she had decided long ago that she would wear her own designed dress on her wedding and now when it was actually coming true, I am so happy she's going to keep the promise she made to herself.

"See, here are the 2 dresses designed" she said holding each in one hand showing me..

I saw 2 beautiful white dresses both were elegant and classy perfect for her taste. But the second one particularly caught my eyes. It was kinda dress you see in fairytale romance stories. Well, not childish or anything but with prefect frills, which gave it a perfect classy, elegant look.

"Wow! Both are perfect Kelsey, you're amazing I said touching the second dress."

"Yeah, yeah so.... I think you like the second one better." She said putting it forward.

"Yup, you definitely know me."

"Yeah, but.... You know I think cam would like this one better.... She said putting the first one forward"

Actually she was right. According to Cam's taste, the first one was perfect. It would show her perfect body quite well.

"Yeah... I think so too...." I said plopping on her bed. God! I am tired.

"Okay... so decision made this one is mine she said pointing towards the first dress and that one is yours....."

"What!!!" I said suddenly opening my eyes.

"Yeah, you know I designed these specially, and I would like you to wear it on your wedding day." She said simply

"Kells.. I ...... don't know....ummm"

"Oh shut up Allyson, are you trying to say you're never going to marry or love anyone."

"Believe me sweetie, Chris loves you and you're blind if u can't see it. Maybe not now but believe me you will allow love to enter your life again. You have to give it a chance girl and believe me Chris won't let you down .Now Chris and Cameron are coming here for dinner so you better straighten out things with Chris." She said

"And yeah, we're going to Spain tomorrow....."

"What?? Tomorrow?" I replied shocked.

"Yes, we 4 are going a bit early you know..... to have some fun other's will be there later for the marriage and stuff. Your grandmother packed your things and you're staying here tonight as the flight is very early tomorrow"

"I am shocked Kelsey you planned this trip"

"yup" she said with a triumphant smile and leaving me in the room to ponder upon my thoughts.

"why did you go away Nick. Leaving me with this stupid puzzle to solve. I hate you dammit! I hate you...........why can't I hate you? Nick just go away from my thoughts away from me" I kept repeating this in my head again and again......

"Ally!!!! They are here!! Kelsey called from outside getting me out of my thoughts.

The dinner was quite nice. Chris and me were a little less awkward. Cam was usual sweet, cracking jokes and making Kelsey blush with his witty remarks.

"Cam I have to show you something" Kells said to Cam and before he could reply dragged him to the bedroom .Leaving me and Chris alone for a while

"Poor Cameron I can only imagine who's going to be the bossy one after marriage."

"yeah," Chris replied giggling

"So...... you're coming tomorrow right?" I said trying to make a conversation.

"yeah.....yeah I am."

I didn't know what to say. Tell him see, I want to use you and try if I can get over Nick or not. I can't guarantee you I'll be able to do it or not. But I just want to use you.

But I was not able to think about it for long because a hand tilted my face up and Chris's lips were on mine. I didn't have time to get ready, time to think anything or get myself mentally prepared. His lips were crushed on mine moving against my unresponsive ones.

"you can kill me if you want later but just let it go, for once please........" he said breaking the kiss for a second and moving his lips to my jaw line, kissing my neck , my eyelids my cheek and finally returning to my lips.

I wanted to, I wanted to kiss him back, move my lips but I couldn't move them they were stuck, like glued. But then I did something I never thought I could.

My lips started moving against his. There was an urgency in the way our lips were moving. I don't know if there was any love or even any feelings hidden behind that kiss, maybe for Chris there were. But for me it was complete passion. His hands were on my waist pulling me closer towards him and my hands were behind his neck with a grip like steel girders.

The kisses were so urgent I had to lean back at the wall for support. Chris lifted my legs and mine were wrapped around his waist while his lips were making strange patterns on my neck.

"I think we should stop," he murmured against my ears.
I couldn't say anything. I knew I was gonna regret it but still I didn't want to stop. I just nodded when he gently untangled my legs from his waist and kissed me one last time before leaving me......

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So here we are boarding our plane to Madrid, the capital of Spain. Chris and Cameron left quite soon after our make out session.

I didn't want to think about anything so instead I used my medical knowledge. I took morphine to sedate myself. I know its wrong very wrong and it has consequences. I didn't know we had a flight of 4:am in the morning as a result I couldn't wake up at two, even if I wanted to.

I am half-conscious, here at the airport trying very hard not to fall down or trip over.

"Allyson, Allyson are you okay......." Someone was shaking me.
I slowly opened my eyes to see Chris looking very worried. We were already in our seats on the plane. Somehow I had managed to enter the plane.

"Did you take something last night" he asked me in a furious voice.

"Whhaaat.... No," I wasn't able to complete the sentence and darkness fell upon me.

CHRIS'S POV

"Ahhh!!! Cam I am dead sure..... she took something last night." I was so furious with Allyson. What is she doing to herself. Seducing herself!!!

She is almost unconscious.

"Kelsey do u know something."

"No, absolutely not......."

"She's so going to have it from me when she wakes up." I angrily tie her seat belt and rest her head against the pillow.

"Calm down Chris.......we'll see when she wakes up," Cam says and heads toward his seat with Kelsey.

She looks so beautiful when she sleeps. So calm, with no worries, no tensions, absolutely carefree like my Allyson, the one she used to be in high school. I still remember how difficult it was for me to ask her out.

The football captain of the school. One of the school's most popular guy who used to be so nervous around this girl that he forgot his name. She is special at least to me, but at the same time I remember that night when I was at a friend's party with Allyson.

It was a wild party and I had consumed alcohol too. I just remember kissing Ashley Carson and seeing her standing behind us with tears in her eyes, at that time I was so drunk I didn't care what was happening. Instead of getting away or going to Allyson, I kept kissing Ashley caring least bit for the girl who was watching her first boyfriend cheat on her without even caring to stop.

Next morning when I realized it she had gone away. We drifted apart no matter how much I wanted to get her back, I knew she'd never trust me again let alone when I was going away.

Even remembering her face makes me disgusted at myself. I felt someone stir. Ally was having little problem getting comfortable, so I put her legs in my lap and she unconsciously buried her face in chest snuggling closer to me. I wrapped my hands around her content with what I have today.

Man! She can easily make me forget my anger or pain, she's so special to me and I vow I am going to win you over Allyson Jones. You will be mines!

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Guys, please tell me you want to read this story or not and this story is going to completely change...The characters are not what they seem to be....and for Allyson this Spain trip would be a journey of her life.