Hollywood Ending?
At the age of 15 Jason Donowitz went to Hollywood to pursue his dreams at acting, leaving behind his friends, family, and his first love. 5 years later and Jason now 'JD' has become a teen heart-throb and house-hold name. Pursued by screaming fans and casting directors alike he seems to have left his old life behind..........until a chance encounter changes everything.
EMMA"S POV:
I just stared at him, drinking my fill knowing that this could be the last time I ever see him, I knew I looked ridiculous with tears streaming down my face and harsh sobs wracking me body , but I was past caring.
"W-where will you go?" I asked him brokenly. I could see the pain in his eyes mirroring my own as he too desperately tried to hold back the tears waiting to fall.
"To my aunt's, her son is a producer and said he would help me with my audition, he says he's already talked to the other people on the project and they can't wait to meet me." He did that half smirk thing that brought his elusive dimples, which only sent me into a new fit of tears. He dragged me too him and pulled me into the circle of his arms as he drew a ragged breath.
"God I love you, Dear God Emma I'm going to miss you so much." His voice cracked at the end still trying to be the tough guy and not cry, I couldn't help but give a strangled laugh at that.
I pulled away slightly not wanting to miss even a moment when I could be memorizing his features, from the first moment I met him I was infatuated, by the time we'd been on our 4th date I knew I was going to fall in love with him and I did. My mind flew back to the first time I had told him I loved him , and the joy that I felt when he told me that he loved me too.
The loud speaker crackled over head telling us that it was the final boarding call for the flight to LA. Jason groaned, I panicked.
"No! I'm not ready for you to leave!" I burst into tears again, "What am I going to do ? I love you so much and I want you to follow your dreams!"
Jason looked at me, " Emma no matter what happens to me over there no matter what, I promise I will always think of you,- he swallowed uneasily - I love you too much to let you go. " Whispered brokenly. Before I could reply he pulled me too him and kissed me as though the world would end, and it was, our world was over, but for now I could enjoy the wild passion I felt in his arms and the love that I swore could be seen a mile away. I threw my arms around an clung to him.
When the loudspeaker crackled again urging him to board the plane we pulled apart reluctantly. He kissed me once more on the forehead and picked up his bags.
I watched him walk over and hand over his boarding pass, completely silent, we couldn't bear to actually say 'goodbye' . He turned around and looked back at me once, and I felt my heart shatter all over again, he turned around but only took one step before I had run after him regardless of the stern looks of the stewardesses and kissed him again unable to let him go.
When he pulled away and whispered I love you, I stepped back and gave him a weak smile as I urged him towards the plane, towards his dreams.
I watched him until he was out of sight, and the plane had taken off. I silently left the airport and when I finally got home, I was too exhausted to even think about how we were going to cope I just lay down on my bed, and cried. I cried until I couldn't anymore. Then I silently promised myself that I would never let myself feel this way over anyone else ever again. My heart was his, and it always would be.
JASON'S POV:
I stared out of the window the pain in my chest causing me to weep as I allowed the shock of leaving behind everything I knew to face the unknown. The only thing I did know was that the one person I loved was miserable because of me. What she didn't know was that I was doing it for her. I didn't want to grow up being a sparky (electrician), or a plumber, I refused to be like my dad who just stumbled from one job to the nest before stumbling home with a bottle in his hand. I wanted to make something of myself, I wanted Emma to be proud of me , I wanted to be a somebody.
As we flew over the Northern point of Australia and over the ocean beyond my thoughts returned to Emma and how badly I wanted to hold her right now, and tell her that we would always be together. But with half a world between us how could we be together? I loved her more than I would probably love anyone, and I was leaving her behind I just hoped that it would be worth it. It had to be..................didn't it?
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Hey guys the next chapter is set 5 years later, I hoped you liked this one! Please comment!
I just stared at him, drinking my fill knowing that this could be the last time I ever see him, I knew I looked ridiculous with tears streaming down my face and harsh sobs wracking me body , but I was past caring.
"W-where will you go?" I asked him brokenly. I could see the pain in his eyes mirroring my own as he too desperately tried to hold back the tears waiting to fall.
"To my aunt's, her son is a producer and said he would help me with my audition, he says he's already talked to the other people on the project and they can't wait to meet me." He did that half smirk thing that brought his elusive dimples, which only sent me into a new fit of tears. He dragged me too him and pulled me into the circle of his arms as he drew a ragged breath.
"God I love you, Dear God Emma I'm going to miss you so much." His voice cracked at the end still trying to be the tough guy and not cry, I couldn't help but give a strangled laugh at that.
I pulled away slightly not wanting to miss even a moment when I could be memorizing his features, from the first moment I met him I was infatuated, by the time we'd been on our 4th date I knew I was going to fall in love with him and I did. My mind flew back to the first time I had told him I loved him , and the joy that I felt when he told me that he loved me too.
The loud speaker crackled over head telling us that it was the final boarding call for the flight to LA. Jason groaned, I panicked.
"No! I'm not ready for you to leave!" I burst into tears again, "What am I going to do ? I love you so much and I want you to follow your dreams!"
Jason looked at me, " Emma no matter what happens to me over there no matter what, I promise I will always think of you,- he swallowed uneasily - I love you too much to let you go. " Whispered brokenly. Before I could reply he pulled me too him and kissed me as though the world would end, and it was, our world was over, but for now I could enjoy the wild passion I felt in his arms and the love that I swore could be seen a mile away. I threw my arms around an clung to him.
When the loudspeaker crackled again urging him to board the plane we pulled apart reluctantly. He kissed me once more on the forehead and picked up his bags.
I watched him walk over and hand over his boarding pass, completely silent, we couldn't bear to actually say 'goodbye' . He turned around and looked back at me once, and I felt my heart shatter all over again, he turned around but only took one step before I had run after him regardless of the stern looks of the stewardesses and kissed him again unable to let him go.
When he pulled away and whispered I love you, I stepped back and gave him a weak smile as I urged him towards the plane, towards his dreams.
I watched him until he was out of sight, and the plane had taken off. I silently left the airport and when I finally got home, I was too exhausted to even think about how we were going to cope I just lay down on my bed, and cried. I cried until I couldn't anymore. Then I silently promised myself that I would never let myself feel this way over anyone else ever again. My heart was his, and it always would be.
JASON'S POV:
I stared out of the window the pain in my chest causing me to weep as I allowed the shock of leaving behind everything I knew to face the unknown. The only thing I did know was that the one person I loved was miserable because of me. What she didn't know was that I was doing it for her. I didn't want to grow up being a sparky (electrician), or a plumber, I refused to be like my dad who just stumbled from one job to the nest before stumbling home with a bottle in his hand. I wanted to make something of myself, I wanted Emma to be proud of me , I wanted to be a somebody.
As we flew over the Northern point of Australia and over the ocean beyond my thoughts returned to Emma and how badly I wanted to hold her right now, and tell her that we would always be together. But with half a world between us how could we be together? I loved her more than I would probably love anyone, and I was leaving her behind I just hoped that it would be worth it. It had to be..................didn't it?
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Hey guys the next chapter is set 5 years later, I hoped you liked this one! Please comment!
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