Heart Breaking Promises

His last word as he turned away
Lost in the crowd
Searching for him
Not understanding the meaning of his promises
Why why
Stay with me i shout but my mouth is no longer in my control
My watery vision searching
My lost soul
Trying to understand

Years fly tears dry still my love
His words are not fading
Wishing to see him one last time
Holding him one single time

No meaning now
No meaning in your promises
I got the picture

You love me that just lies
I have waited
Waited.........

Today I’m moving forward
Starting a new life
Burning every memory of you

The first day of my brand new life
Started all too well
I got a date
And a letter
Curious to know
When I knew it’s from you

My hand shaking I dropped the letter
Is this what you where hiding
Is this
My tears are worth less
I’m a cold hearted meaning less person
You have suffered
So much ......... My love
When you need me so much
I’m not there for you

Forgetting everything
Regretting every day of my life
Willing to die
You are gone now
From this world
Away from me
Why why
Didn’t you say you where in the last stage of cancer
I could...... Have done sooo much

From noor