Tails
A tough situation where I feel neither side can explain themselves fully. This is mine. It's a point that I'm trying to make, but haven't really been able to say or explain. This still isn't QUITE it. There are missing aspects that I can't personify.
I don't know.
I just don't know.
How many times must I tell you so?
What I should do, I cannot decide.
My desires and thoughts are occupied.
What do I want?
What I have had.
I have had you and I have been glad.
What do I think?
Well, what do you?
If roles were reversed I'd say "Adieu."
So what do I do,
When if I were you,
I would be gone.
I'd say, "So long."
But since I don't want for you to go,
I stick around and try to let go.
I try to accept.
I try to be me.
I try to keep what we are as "free."
But since you don't know,
If you should stay.
How can you expect,
My mood not to sway?
If I didn't know,
If I didn't feel,
I would lay down my toes and my heel.
Hit the pavement and be on my way,
While wishing you to "Have a good day."
At this point it's like we're waiting,
Waiting for the answer we're baiting.
Because of how we both feel,
It's like we're baiting the end with our reel.
I have to be happy?
I have to be chatty?
Even when I feel this crappy?
I'm stuck waiting for you to decide,
If the waves are worth the ride.
I know how long there is still to go,
Before a decision can be in tow,
And all the while I have to smile?
Try to stop and walk a mile,
In my shoes, from my point of view.
Rather depressing, I must say.
But I still have to be me today.
This is a coin.
Heads, my thoughts.
Tails, my feelings.
I can't help but wonder,
Which way you are leaning?
I know what I want,
What I would prefer.
But I certainly
Can't speak for her.
I just don't know.
How many times must I tell you so?
What I should do, I cannot decide.
My desires and thoughts are occupied.
What do I want?
What I have had.
I have had you and I have been glad.
What do I think?
Well, what do you?
If roles were reversed I'd say "Adieu."
So what do I do,
When if I were you,
I would be gone.
I'd say, "So long."
But since I don't want for you to go,
I stick around and try to let go.
I try to accept.
I try to be me.
I try to keep what we are as "free."
But since you don't know,
If you should stay.
How can you expect,
My mood not to sway?
If I didn't know,
If I didn't feel,
I would lay down my toes and my heel.
Hit the pavement and be on my way,
While wishing you to "Have a good day."
At this point it's like we're waiting,
Waiting for the answer we're baiting.
Because of how we both feel,
It's like we're baiting the end with our reel.
I have to be happy?
I have to be chatty?
Even when I feel this crappy?
I'm stuck waiting for you to decide,
If the waves are worth the ride.
I know how long there is still to go,
Before a decision can be in tow,
And all the while I have to smile?
Try to stop and walk a mile,
In my shoes, from my point of view.
Rather depressing, I must say.
But I still have to be me today.
This is a coin.
Heads, my thoughts.
Tails, my feelings.
I can't help but wonder,
Which way you are leaning?
I know what I want,
What I would prefer.
But I certainly
Can't speak for her.
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