Have You Ever...?

Have u ever felt so much pain all u wanna do is die?
Have u ever felt so down and helpless all u wanna do is die?
Have u ever been given so many chances to turn ur life around, but u never actually take the time to grab it?
Have u ever been "caught up" and u cant move anymore, so it becomes a habit?
Have u ever looked death in the eyes?

Have u ever sat in front of someone who just told u so many lies?
Have u ever feel in love but is confused between love or lust?
Have u ever confided in someone but they end up breaking ur trust?
Have u ever thought life is pointless, so u wanna take the cowards way out?
Have u ever put on a front for someone, and later on they figured u out?
Have u ever tried to drink down ur problems, to not face reality?

Have u wanted to live live as a fantasy?
Have u been abused by someone u thought loved u, but they really didn't, it was all bullshit?
Have u ever told somebody, "this is it, cuz I am thru wit ur shit!"
Have u ever had a loved one walk out ur life, without turning around and explaining why?
Have u ever did things to fit in... so u gave the stupidest dare a try?

Have u ever grown up too fast without ur permission?
Have u ever cried out for someone to listen?
Have u ever been caught up in one of ur games?
Have u ever been in so many relationships at once, u're not calling ur boo by their right name?
Have u ever been dealt a wrong hand and u wanna just end the game where it is at?
Have u ever tried to play ur cards right but still make a dumb move with the next dealt cards... u're wishing u never did That?

Have u ever pushed the ones away that u should of held close?
Have u ever felt so depressed u tried to overdose?
Have u ever doubted urself, when u realized that u shouldn't have?
Have u ever loved the ones u couldn't fully have?
Have u ever been so mad at the world and ur past?
Have u ever got so close to someone in a relationship, realizing that it wouldn't last?

Have u ever sat in a session, not wanting to say anything?
Have u ever held onto secrets that u kno it would hurt the other people if they find out the truth, about that one thing?
Have u ever called somebody, "un vos putos pendeja?
Have u ever taken ur actions back, but deep down "tu erres la mentirosa?"
Have u ever hurted someone, when it wasn't ur intentions?
Have u ever did something that got u suspended or even in detention?