Hate Me

What do you have to be angry for?
Because I don't love you like I'm supposed too?
Bull....

You're not in control of my feelings,
I can hate you,
Curse at you under my breath,
I can wish
Death upon you,
And you wouldn't know.

But you look at me,
Knowing I wish your death,
And continue to talk,
To see, to pay attention to me.

I will never get you, I say
I will never FOR get you, you say.

You have no right,
To want me,
Need me, ask me for forgiveness,
Because I'm tired of forgiving.

Old poems,
Old dreams,
Old schemes,
Old sayings,
Old things,
You used to say,
Fade away,
From my memory,
You brought no good, you even admit it,
Don't be surprised,
I don't care if you cry
I want you too.

What have you done so wrong?

Love me....
Love me to an extant that I cannot give,
Love me to an extant that I cannot comprehend,
Love me to an extant that I was chocked with your hugs
And drowned in your kisses.

If you hate me like I hate you,
Maybe then we can let this go.