Happy Five Month Anniversary!

Just a little something for my boyfriend.
Dear Robert,

You don't know how many times I rewrote this before I actually wrote it on here! And it's all because I love you and there really is no way for me to tell you in words just how much I miss you and love you and need you and care for you. I love you too much for words. and I actually am writing this because it is our 5 month anniversary. there is one thing though that I write every time. these 5 months have been the happiest 5 months of my life, and it's all because of you. YOU changed my life for the better. YOU helped me when I was at a dark moment in my life. YOU, baby. YOU are the one I love. thinking back on these months, then thinking back on the time we spent together in the hospital makes me smile and laugh. I smile to one thing in particular. when you say you love me over and over again, and I tell you I love you too over and over again. I love that.

I love you my robert.
I love you my golden rose
I love you my robbie
I love you my robbiekins
I love you my sexy llama king
I love you baby
I love you I love you I love you

And baby, I miss you. beyond what words can say. I miss you and I miss your voice. I miss you and I miss your hugs. I miss the way you say you love me. I miss the way you held my hand. I miss you.

I'm free writing this whole thing by the way. I can't write it correctly so im just typing and spilling my heart.

I want you to know that I am the one who loves you the most. I am the one who will always be by your side. I am the one who will wipe away your tears and share your smiles. I am the one who will love you forever. I am the one who will take your last name.

And you are the one who will be by my side. who I will cuddle with when the nights are cold and you are the one who will love me forever.

I have told you so many things that NO ONE else knows about. that no one else ever will know about. I can't keep secrets from you. I love you. I would lay my life on the line for you.

I want to cry now. it's just not fair that I can't tell you all this in person that I have to tell you in an article online. I want to be able to tell you all this and more in person. I want to be able to hold you and have you hold me back and kiss me as I kiss you and tell you everything that is going on in my heart right now.

There is no way for me to tell you how much I love you on a computer. but I tried my best. and hopefully, you are reading this right now and knowing that I love you and miss you and I'm wishing you a happy 5 month anniversary.
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Published: 6/2/2010
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