A Guy Without Lies

Seeing you lie,
seeing you cry,
made me wonder why,
why I loved you so.

For now I know.
I loved you because you made me feel safe.
You made me smile and laugh,
with pain.

I told you no lies,
you told me so many,
I even cried.
But I only cried with joy in my eyes.

Before you there was him,
him, the one who was silent yes,
but I loved him,
because there were no lies.

Before him there was her,
her whom was not real.
I didn’t love her,
because she lied.

After you there was her again.
A mistake once more.
I didn’t love her,
for she made me only soar with lies of my own.

Then there was Monty.
No other name to describe.
He made me smile,
cry out with joy.

Then a pervert,
mistake quietly made.
No love connection between.
Now what was his name??

Then there was a goody-boy.
Sweet at the soul.
For I just didn’t know.
He wasn’t my type.

Now there is Jesse.
He is just him.
But I do not know what love is anymore,
so I don’t know if I love him.

But none equal up to you.
I still love you so.
I know the truth.
There are no lies.

I know I told you no more,
I know you told me goodbye.
I just want to know why?!!!!!
I just want to believe you.

For once the smiles were real,
now they are fake.
I need you back.
I don’t need the lies?!

For a guy without lies,
never to be found,
lost in his own little world,
only full of lies....