Gone - 1
What do you think?
I walked around the empty apartment. A tattered fleece blanket draped around my shoulders. I stopped myself when I stood in front of Fall's bedroom door. I sighed, God, what am I going to do with my life? If you would've asked me that two weeks ago.
Just two weeks ago I would've happily answered, finishing school, going to college, finding someone to be with. Especially taking care of my little two year old. Now?
My daughter was heartlessly murdered while she was picking daisies outside in our own backyard. Why did it have to be Fall? Why couldn't it be me? I was fueled with anger. If only I knew who did it. Who killed my daughter. I held her in my arms, till her dying breath. You know what she told me?
She told me she loved me, she used her last breath to tell me she loved me.
Now, I spend my days in my apartment. Lonely. Isolated. Coldness fills my heart, the warmth died along with Fall.
By now I was in tears. They streamed down my cheeks dripping onto the wooden floor. I laid against the door and slid down. I just sat and cried.
Just two weeks ago I would've happily answered, finishing school, going to college, finding someone to be with. Especially taking care of my little two year old. Now?
My daughter was heartlessly murdered while she was picking daisies outside in our own backyard. Why did it have to be Fall? Why couldn't it be me? I was fueled with anger. If only I knew who did it. Who killed my daughter. I held her in my arms, till her dying breath. You know what she told me?
She told me she loved me, she used her last breath to tell me she loved me.
Now, I spend my days in my apartment. Lonely. Isolated. Coldness fills my heart, the warmth died along with Fall.
By now I was in tears. They streamed down my cheeks dripping onto the wooden floor. I laid against the door and slid down. I just sat and cried.
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