Ghost Of Our Love

I look through eyes of bloodshot red,
All I do is cry, I wish I was dead,
Eerie whispers that run through my head,
The ghost of your memory won't go away.

I know that you're still lingering here,
I can feel your presence in the cold air,
I look all around but can't see you anywhere,
Your invisible entity fills me with fear.

Your lingering spirit plays with my mind,
The memories you left me are so unkind,
If I could play with time, then I'd rewind,
To a time before you came into my life.

It's so hard to live with the torture and pain,
The way your memory lacerates my brain,
Playing on my senses to drive me insane,
My sensibility eddying down the drain.

Your lingering presence is a constant thought,
The memories are floating through me like ghosts,
Memories of all the times that we fought,
I should be glad to be rid of you, but I am not.

I miss you. And it hurts even to admit it,
I hated you. I loathed you, DAMN IT!
So why do I still cry, still mourn my edict?
I proclaimed my love and you left with it.

Bring me back my heart that may live in peace,
Bring me back the soul you took away from me,
Bring me back to life, away from this purgatory,
And let the ghost of our love die with dignity.