Friends?! But I Love You

Yes, best friends
We agreed on that,
Our friendship was true
It was the only fact,
Days passed by
We did this and that,
Played, joked
And we did even crack,
Cracked up of laughter
or maybe of the fact,
That we love doing crazy stuff,
naughty and bad!
Days passed by
and fun we only had,
Days passed by
Without any distract,
But one day was different
You listen and decide,

One day he looked at me
And I stared back,
He looked so serious
I looked so glad,
He stared and stared
I knew he'll say " that" ,
He will say that thing
What'll only get me back,
Cuz I was already leaving
Everything was packed,
But I waited for him
To listen… to react…
I waited to hear that thing
The thing I wished I had!
Will I stay or leave??
It depends on his chat,
What's that hidden secret
Which he kept inside,
I so wanted to know
But I couldn't really decide,
Couldn't go deeper… couldn't reach the inside,

What was wrong with him??
I wondered and tried,
To find the matter
Which him… distracts!
Will it be the same thing??
Which bothers me so bad!
Would it be "that" thing??
I only wished I had!
***
I looked at his eyes…
They were deep and sad!
They were my… everything…
Well, no more word to add!
Everything in him
Just made me go mad!
I'm crazy of him
It hurts so bad!
Will I stay or leave??
It depends on his act,

But I've taken my decision
I should leave… I should never come back,
I won't make him upset,
Won't make him mad!
Yes, Our friendship
We agreed on that,
I won't ruin everything
With just a silly act!
But I fell in love
It was out of my hand!
We've promised we're friends
And I'll just make him mad!
So I won't say my feelings
It's better to drop back!
It was my fault
I loved him so bad!
But he was a desert
I fell in its sand,
I can't stop loving him
Till death, till the end!

He kept staring
And me staring back,
Finally he spoke a word
I couldn't really react!
He said oh nothing,
I thought I've seen a bat!!!
All my dreams were fake
And rubbish I only had!
It was a shock
It wasn't that,
Wasn't that thing
I only wished I had!
***
But then suddenly
Without knowing why,
I burst into tears
And badly did I cry!
I looked at him
And said the last goodbye,
I packed everything
And just passed by,
He said: "wait, I have some words
If stayed inside would make me die!"
I did nothing…
I just cried and cried!
He said: "why you're doing this?"
Oh Gosh! Just why?"
I said: "I only caused you pain"
You'll kill me if you'd the try!
I said: "Do you like me??"
He said: "No , why should I ??"
I said: "aha , It's good that you didn't lie"
I wanted to leave
But he came cryin'
I said: " do you like me??"
He said: "no, do u know why??"
I said: " I don't care, let me go and… bye"
He said: " wait babe…"
You're my sweetie pie"
"I don’t like you " he said
I ADORE YOU so high!!!!