Forgiveness

How can I just forgive you?
After everything that you've put me through.
Trust me, this is nothing new,
it's always the same bullsh*t with you.

I feel like shit when I'm around you.
Always the same f*cking lies,
that make me want to cry.
So shut up and don't try to deny.

Cause' this gun is cocked n' loaded,
and my finger is on the trigger.
So stop with the lies or you might just die,
and don't even think that I would cry.

So now you know why I never smile,
because my hearts broken and shattered.
And it's all because of you,
So never again say your sorry to this face..