Forgive Me

Sorry for the times I’ve caused you anger without clarifying anything,
I feel like kicking myself for roughly speaking about nonsensical things,
Wish I know how to smooth your ruffled feathers instead of just doing nothing.
Hoping I could do something by leaps and bounds to leave no stone upturning
Because I’m just a lost ball in high weeds without you in spite of everything.

I know I’ve been foolish and I’ve been selfish but that’s not what it seems to be,
Forgiveness from you I’m asking, transformation is what I can guarantee,
More than lexis and more than promises, give me a chance and you will see.
But if in any case I am detested, then you’ll see hell broke loose in me.
I’ll be cold as ice and mad as a hatter like in no way you can foresee!