Forever Scarred

Seth leads me into the house and shows me up to my room. Its a warm white room with a light blue line around the whole thing. Its perfect. Simple and pretty. The ed is a double with a lacy navy blue bed spread with matching pillows. Laying on the middle of the bed if a little stuffed animal moose with a deformed antler. Ha " Oh haha nice Seth" I smile and point to the moose. he smiles "yeah that the only stuffed animal that the drug store had, it was either Doc here," he nods his head towards the moose and puts my bags down as he continues " or a pig without a nose haha" "Doc?" I give a weak laugh. "Ha yeah, me and Camilla," (Camilla is his girlfriends name) " thought it was a good name for the little guy" He smiles proudly. "Ah. I see. Ha, he does look like a Doc" I nodded. "Oh there is one more little thing you should know about" A smirk spreads across his face, I no that smirk. He does it when he is trying to hide something devious that he has done. "Oh god, what" I roll my eyes and smile. "We have another room mate you need to meet" NOOOO! I wanted it to be just me and my brother. Fuck! "You never told me you had another roommate! Seth!" "Come one Bug" he waves his hand so I will fallow him. I drag my feet after him. Me leads me to the kitchen which is right in front of the huge living room." I'll be right back"

Another smirk. haha oh god. He walks into his room. Pretty kitchen I think as I look around. Gannet contours, black fridge, lots of space to move around and cook. Awesome! I'm a good cook. There wasn't a lot t do when I had to stay home from school. I had to stay home a lot, it was a "rule" that Cole made. If a injury was to noticeable then I had to take a day or two, to let it heal. So, on my off days I learned how to cook. Yeah...is something licking my, I look down and jump about 5 feet in the air when I see a fury thing at my ankle. " HAHAHAHAHAHA! OH SHIT! Haha that was so funny! you sound have seen your face!" Seth cracks up as he walks in. I feel another nudge at my foot I look down again, this time to find to big blue eyes staring up at me. Its eyes are being held in a fury chocolate brown face and its bight pink tongue is hanging out of it's mouth. My heart melts. I quickly sit down on the floor in front of the little guy and he moved right into my lap. " Found the little guy at the pet shop. The last one of the liter apparently. You know the first thing he did when I picked him up? He peed on me! Camilla said we had to get him after that... So here he is. I wasn't sure if you would like him, but I'm gunna be gone a lot, cause of work, and I thought you would want someone to keep you company. you know? so anyway, haven't named him yet. thought you would want to. So what do ya think? Is he a keeper?" Seth smiled wide. I looked back down at my new friends and couldn't help but smile to. " Definitely"

"Cool, well I'm going into work earlier today. I'll be back around 5, k Bug?" He gave me a quick hug and kiss on the head and headed out the door. " Have the little guy's name picked out before I get back! K?" He yelled before he closed the door. "Well little guy, its just you and me now..." I set the puppy on the floor and headed to the living room. taptaptaptap, I could hear his little feet moving right behind me. I turn around, and look down. He sits, cocks his head to the side, and I swear to god that dog smiled! "Come here buddy." I'm glad to get some alone time. A tear glides out of my eye. I sigh. I know thats the only tear I will get. I would give anything, anything! To be able to sob my eyes our. I haven't cried, really cried since I was eight. I would love to let my guard down, let people in. But crying is weakness. I gave up being weak along time ago. The puppy licks my cheek," Hmm. Your so cute." He growled at me. "Haha oh excuse me, your so handsome. " Soney, yeah you look like a Soney. Like from the God Father. Ha. Hmm. I wish I could take you to school tomorrow, it might make tomorrow some what bearable." I smile. High school. I sigh. Tomorrows gunna be hell. Awesome.