Forever Scarred
Part 4 of chapter 1 Macie: New. last part of macie: new Comments are greatly appreciated. Forgive me if there are any spelling mistakes. The next part after this will be in another characters POV.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME COLE!"
I yell helplessly, I know I will be punished for speaking out of turn.
"HOW DARE YOU! LITTLE SLUT!"
His cold voice echo all all around me. The sound of his voice hurts more then the cut he has just left on my leg, because his voice continues to replay over and over. Where as the pain is easy to block out. I sprint out of his reach and head for the street. I am running as hard as I can. Legs numb, sweat dripping from my brow. It feels like my lungs are about to collapse in on themselves. I fall on the the curb, letting the cold night air soak into me. Letting myself calm down, just glad to be away from hi.
"I love you" Cole's thick breathe whispers in my ear. Alarm clock goes off. It's over. I sigh, cold sweat covering me and my breathing is uneven like it was in my nightmare. My memory. I roll over, my hand is shaking as I reach for the alarm clock to make it's ringing stop. I lead myself out of bed and as my feet touch the floor I look over my pale legs. My fingers trace over the scar from the night I had just dreamed about. I allow a moment of self pity. " Suck it up" I sigh to myself. I don't like feeling sorry for myself, I am a lot better off then a lot of people. I have no right to wallow in self pity, when people are dying in wars or having to leave family's that truly love each other. I look over to a pile of my cloths on the floor and see Soney ( my new chocolate lab puppy) sleeping on top of them, tongue hanging out of course. My smile grows as I walk over to him and pick him up. He doesn't wake even when I toss him on to my bed. He shuffles around a bit but his eyes stay closed. I pick a pair of slightly torn jeans, and the first sweatshirt I could find, which of course happened to be my sweatshirt that said "Newport Beach" on it. Haha. Whatever. I go ahead and put on my eye liner and give my hair a good brush threw and throw on my black Uggs. "Here I go Soney, wish me luck" I kiss my puppy on the head, he rolls on to his back and finally opens his eyes. He hops up and decides to take a hold of Doc, the stuffed animal moose.
"Hey! Give me that!" I laugh as I reach for the toy. Soney growls and takes off under the bed with it. "Haha bye Soney." I can hear him fallowing me as I walk out of my room. I grab a dog treat and throw it in to my room, he darts after it, I grab a power bar and my bag and run out the door before Soney tries to escape with me. The fog blankets the sky, it lays just above the roof tops and I can't see on hint of sun light. Damn. I hop into my Jeep, takes all of the tries for it to finally start. The short drive to my new school was spend by focusing on where the hell I was going, and trying not to crash. Fog plus bad driver plus ADD equals extremely bad. " Portland High! 4 Weeks Till PROM!!" reads the sign in front of my new school. I pull into the parking lot and park in the open space closes to the exit. I take one step out onto the cement and you know what I do? I fall, right on my ass! Ugh. Fuck my life. "Graceful!" I her a frilly voice chuckle. I look up to see a beautiful tiny girl. Her curly auburn hair traces down her shoulders. Her little cream skin is sprinkled with freckles,and her eyes are a beautiful greens have a brown circle in the middle. " Really nice fall, seriously i'm jealous" she says as she holds out her hand to help me up. " Uh thanks." I say awkwardly as I tke her hand and get up. "Your new here" that was certainly not a question. "Mhm, first day." I said brushes myself off. " You gotta name?" "Oh, um yeah, it's Macie." I bit my lip, i'm no good at talking to new people. " Like the store?" I thought she was trying to be funny but the look on her face was serious. " Um no, I spell it with an ie and a y." " Hmm. Cool. My names, Kara." she smiled and took my class schedule out of my hands. " Cool, your in my fourth period English class" she hands the paper back to me. " Oh cool" I fake a smile.
"well I will see you then! You should eat luch with me and my friends" she says before heading to a car on the other side of the lot. Take a deep breath. I tell myself, as I step into a new world. Portland High. The halls are flooded with big beefy football players and cute thin girls giggling about there weekends. " Hey beautiful" the husky voice makes me jump. I hear a dark chuckle and I turn around. The boy reminded me of Cole. Though they look nothing alike. Cole had thick brown hair and this boy's hair was so blond it almost stung your eyes to look at. Cole also had dark smoldering brown eyes and this guys eyes were a hazel color. The way he carries himself though, that smug cocky grin, reminded me of Cole. I shivered. " Oh your the Newport girl," he said looking down at my breast " I was wondering were they where hiding all the hotties" He looked up to my face " I'm Aden" I bit my lip " I'm..." "Macie. I know" his sickening grin spread on his face. My eye brows push together, it gives me a sick feeling that he already knows my name. The bell finally ring " What's your first class Newport?" I seriously hope thats not my new nick name. " Um science, in r1 with Mr. Lanburg." I say looking down at the paper I have already memorized. "i'll walk you" God. Kill me now. He pushed me along in front of him as we step into the class room. "Mr. Landburg, this here is Macie. She is new here, so do me a favor and take it easy on her" he looks at me and winks. Oh for god sakes. "Mr. Fairview, shouldn't you be bothering your own first period teacher? I'm sure Ms. Correia is expecting you" Mr.Landburg is a short man, white hair. Thick frame glasses. But I would bet twenty bucks he only where's them to look smarter. Being the fact, that he is looking over them and not through them. People are funny some times. "Nah Ms.Correia loves me sir" There is that creepy grin again. yuck. " Bye Newport" I can feel his eyes on me so I shift way and look around the room. Looks like a normal science room. Posters. Books. Tables. Kids sitting on tables. My eye is drawn to the back of the room. In the corner, staring at me, is a boy. I can't breathe for a second. His skin is a creaming milk and honey color and hidden under his hood I can see a thick head of shaggy warm dark brown color. His eyes, those are the things that capture me the most. His right eye, is a deep blue color. The kind of color the night sky is with no clouds I the sky. The left eye, is a socking light green. A mint color. I am finally able to bring air back into me. Who is he?
I yell helplessly, I know I will be punished for speaking out of turn.
"HOW DARE YOU! LITTLE SLUT!"
His cold voice echo all all around me. The sound of his voice hurts more then the cut he has just left on my leg, because his voice continues to replay over and over. Where as the pain is easy to block out. I sprint out of his reach and head for the street. I am running as hard as I can. Legs numb, sweat dripping from my brow. It feels like my lungs are about to collapse in on themselves. I fall on the the curb, letting the cold night air soak into me. Letting myself calm down, just glad to be away from hi.
"I love you" Cole's thick breathe whispers in my ear. Alarm clock goes off. It's over. I sigh, cold sweat covering me and my breathing is uneven like it was in my nightmare. My memory. I roll over, my hand is shaking as I reach for the alarm clock to make it's ringing stop. I lead myself out of bed and as my feet touch the floor I look over my pale legs. My fingers trace over the scar from the night I had just dreamed about. I allow a moment of self pity. " Suck it up" I sigh to myself. I don't like feeling sorry for myself, I am a lot better off then a lot of people. I have no right to wallow in self pity, when people are dying in wars or having to leave family's that truly love each other. I look over to a pile of my cloths on the floor and see Soney ( my new chocolate lab puppy) sleeping on top of them, tongue hanging out of course. My smile grows as I walk over to him and pick him up. He doesn't wake even when I toss him on to my bed. He shuffles around a bit but his eyes stay closed. I pick a pair of slightly torn jeans, and the first sweatshirt I could find, which of course happened to be my sweatshirt that said "Newport Beach" on it. Haha. Whatever. I go ahead and put on my eye liner and give my hair a good brush threw and throw on my black Uggs. "Here I go Soney, wish me luck" I kiss my puppy on the head, he rolls on to his back and finally opens his eyes. He hops up and decides to take a hold of Doc, the stuffed animal moose.
"Hey! Give me that!" I laugh as I reach for the toy. Soney growls and takes off under the bed with it. "Haha bye Soney." I can hear him fallowing me as I walk out of my room. I grab a dog treat and throw it in to my room, he darts after it, I grab a power bar and my bag and run out the door before Soney tries to escape with me. The fog blankets the sky, it lays just above the roof tops and I can't see on hint of sun light. Damn. I hop into my Jeep, takes all of the tries for it to finally start. The short drive to my new school was spend by focusing on where the hell I was going, and trying not to crash. Fog plus bad driver plus ADD equals extremely bad. " Portland High! 4 Weeks Till PROM!!" reads the sign in front of my new school. I pull into the parking lot and park in the open space closes to the exit. I take one step out onto the cement and you know what I do? I fall, right on my ass! Ugh. Fuck my life. "Graceful!" I her a frilly voice chuckle. I look up to see a beautiful tiny girl. Her curly auburn hair traces down her shoulders. Her little cream skin is sprinkled with freckles,and her eyes are a beautiful greens have a brown circle in the middle. " Really nice fall, seriously i'm jealous" she says as she holds out her hand to help me up. " Uh thanks." I say awkwardly as I tke her hand and get up. "Your new here" that was certainly not a question. "Mhm, first day." I said brushes myself off. " You gotta name?" "Oh, um yeah, it's Macie." I bit my lip, i'm no good at talking to new people. " Like the store?" I thought she was trying to be funny but the look on her face was serious. " Um no, I spell it with an ie and a y." " Hmm. Cool. My names, Kara." she smiled and took my class schedule out of my hands. " Cool, your in my fourth period English class" she hands the paper back to me. " Oh cool" I fake a smile.
"well I will see you then! You should eat luch with me and my friends" she says before heading to a car on the other side of the lot. Take a deep breath. I tell myself, as I step into a new world. Portland High. The halls are flooded with big beefy football players and cute thin girls giggling about there weekends. " Hey beautiful" the husky voice makes me jump. I hear a dark chuckle and I turn around. The boy reminded me of Cole. Though they look nothing alike. Cole had thick brown hair and this boy's hair was so blond it almost stung your eyes to look at. Cole also had dark smoldering brown eyes and this guys eyes were a hazel color. The way he carries himself though, that smug cocky grin, reminded me of Cole. I shivered. " Oh your the Newport girl," he said looking down at my breast " I was wondering were they where hiding all the hotties" He looked up to my face " I'm Aden" I bit my lip " I'm..." "Macie. I know" his sickening grin spread on his face. My eye brows push together, it gives me a sick feeling that he already knows my name. The bell finally ring " What's your first class Newport?" I seriously hope thats not my new nick name. " Um science, in r1 with Mr. Lanburg." I say looking down at the paper I have already memorized. "i'll walk you" God. Kill me now. He pushed me along in front of him as we step into the class room. "Mr. Landburg, this here is Macie. She is new here, so do me a favor and take it easy on her" he looks at me and winks. Oh for god sakes. "Mr. Fairview, shouldn't you be bothering your own first period teacher? I'm sure Ms. Correia is expecting you" Mr.Landburg is a short man, white hair. Thick frame glasses. But I would bet twenty bucks he only where's them to look smarter. Being the fact, that he is looking over them and not through them. People are funny some times. "Nah Ms.Correia loves me sir" There is that creepy grin again. yuck. " Bye Newport" I can feel his eyes on me so I shift way and look around the room. Looks like a normal science room. Posters. Books. Tables. Kids sitting on tables. My eye is drawn to the back of the room. In the corner, staring at me, is a boy. I can't breathe for a second. His skin is a creaming milk and honey color and hidden under his hood I can see a thick head of shaggy warm dark brown color. His eyes, those are the things that capture me the most. His right eye, is a deep blue color. The kind of color the night sky is with no clouds I the sky. The left eye, is a socking light green. A mint color. I am finally able to bring air back into me. Who is he?
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