Fleeting Thoughts

It is one of those times, when you desperately wait for something, yearn for something, and that something just keeps moving farther and farther away from you. Time seems to stop and everything moves in slow motion. It is also one of those times when one could feel the fine grains of sand just sliding through the sleek neck of the hour glass, slower and slower than ever. The tick of the clock is now occasionally heard. It is probably when mind has taken over the reigns of time and has paced far beyond the unseen dreams, but the body still remains where it was, from the beginning.

Now, all the anticipations and expectations seem to cocktail at the pit, throwing the nerves in jitters. That feeling gives those goose bumps and the mind fails to attend to anything in particular. It simply keeps jumping from one thought to the other, without letting any thought take a proper shape. The incorrigible feeling continues to rise up through the throat and for a moment, the heart feels, all the mind wants is peace, certainty and assurance. But still, there is no end to that feeling. Still cannot figure out, whether the state of mind makes the self feel good or not.....