Flawed Personal Direction
Lost in my mind with mass confusion for my own desired personal direction. At an age with no certain idea which opportunity to follow, a common feeling. Going from being strong, and independent, to staggering completely thin.
It never knows what it wants. I never know what i want.
Do I go right?, do I go left?
Do I go back? do I go forth?
What about all the directions in between?
What a confusing scene.
What a distracting theme.
So strong, so independent.
So reliable for everyone but the one who needs to be free, that's me.
What can you see? Can you tell me? Do you see free?
Depict my flaws, and define my insane highs.
Do I need you to tell me? Or am I just wandering a path to find myself.
I think it's the second option, but I'm so impatient to wait and see.
I'll be here for you, wait now, would you steal?
Steal my attention, distract me from this spiral of emotion.
Everything has its temptation, some things include drastic degradation.
I'm always sinking, easily giving in, and drawing thin.
How do I elaborate? Should I just leave it all up to fate?
I can't wait for fate, I can't keep second guessing.
All I've done is proceed onto frequent stressing.
All I have is my sun, I'm still completely young.
Teach me to put life first, and thought second.
Or is life just a constant whirl of thought?
At this pace, I've won the race.
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