Find Your Love

"I better find your love and,
I better find your heart."
I have already found your love.
Or at least your words.
I am having a difficult time finding your heart.
I feel that if you really wanted to, you would call,
Or at least text me or message me.

So you have time to take new pictures but no time to swing by,
And say
How much you miss me,
Or how much you love me.
I want to find your heart.
All I do is try,
And try.

I've heard relationships aren't easy,
But this is ridiculous.
I think I might be in love with you,
Even if at times I don't show it.
But I do and when I write the word you must know,
You must feel it.
I mean them,
I must.

Because every time I hit send
My heart goes to 100 m.p.h
So God help me,
And if I'm wrong,
Show me.
Just don't lie,
I'm a big girl,
"Bring. It. On."