Feeling of a Lost Boyfriend

Once alone always alone that's what I used to believe in but then you walked into my life and all my worries washed away.

Now I lay on the grass looking up at the stray night sky it seems now these stars move in a way that I can see you looking down on me smiling as if to let me know everything is ok.

But it kills me to... know you are hurt and in pain I lay in this empty bed thinking of what I did wrong how this became my fault and now I know.

I wasn't there for when you needed me most I wasn't there to protect you but now I promise you just need to just think of me and I'll be there to wash the pain away to protect you put my life on the line.

I lay in this empty bed thinking of the life I want with you and it pains me to awake and realize I'm here without you I toss and turn hiding under the covers from the fear the fear of losing you♥♥