Fears That Take Over

Fears and worries flood my mind
Is this goodbye
To my one knew friend
The one who’s birthday is the same as mine

The one who has a future
Is she going to leave tonight?
Forever and eternity
Or will she live to see tomorrow
And the following days

She is my friend of one my beasties
I can not let her go
No now and not ever
She is part of me
Part of my friendship circle

I can not bare it if she does leave
I will not be able to forgive myself
For I should have put the pieces together
It was only last night she asked me the best way to kill oneself
I did not tell her
Even though I was going to something stopped me
And I am glad I didn’t tell her

Now she is in hospital
Being taking care of by the professional people
I now thank the lord for I now know that he does listen
I now that he cares for me and others around me

I now believe in him no matter what
I will not be afraid to pray
To pray to God in the heavens above
I will talk to him about anything from now on

I will continue to ask for forgiveness
I will continue to ask him to be my lord
And I to be his follower

Please let all work out
Between my friends, her and I
Shelly may not see how much we all care for her
But one day she will look back to see
That we saved her and that we did it because we care for her

I suppose not all good comes to us.
I feel as though I am in a never ending battle
I am sorry for all the sins that I have made

I ask you god you to forgive my sins
I ask you to show me the real way to heaven

You are my lord
You are my one and only god
Thank you so much god
For everything