Farewell Infatuation

You said you would come, I waited with crossed fingers
This was our first date, you didn't pop neither did you call
Loving you I overlooked your errors
Today you love me, tomorrow you don't.

I'm your weekend special
I thought it was forever, it was all an image in the mirror
That which I never let any man do I let.

You said you would come but you didn't
I never thought I would give myself to anyone like that
Couldn't even say a word without thinking about how you would take it
You were my dream, the ordure of a man you had made me fall so deep
Yes so deep but it tore me.

I couldn't kiss you because I didn't know how to
I knew you weren't the ideal but I fell for your inner person
The negative things about you drew me even closer to you
When you ditched me, I tried to make myself better so you could want me again
Yes you came back and I opened the door.

What's the use of making myself perfect when you yourself ain't
What's the use of loving you when you see her in me?
You pushed me away, I was fragile
Now that I am broken its farewell for good to these feelings
Goodbye infatuation.