Eyes of a Troll... - Chapter 19 (The End)

Ohmigosh guys x we've reached the last chapter! :O
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Comment Replies from Chapter 18:

Sez: thank you so much x I'm happy you like the idea of my story x
Jfkhai: well... this is what then ;) lol
Claribel Colon: also in reply from chapter 16 thank you soooo much x and don't worry about commenting late :D
Bethany fellows: thank you so much bbe x glad to know you liked it... sorry bucks not really in this one bbe :P

This is my last chap guys though I am considering a 1 chap epilogue... tell me what ya think xoxx
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Zayn's POV

I had been kicking and spinning in an uncontrollable spasm for almost half an hour now. James had fallen quite but I knew she was there, sitting and crying silently waiting for me to emerge.
My sight span madly when I opened my eyes making me dizzy and sick. I'd already thrown up 3 times and I now had nothing in me to lose so was left simply dry coughing and chocking on my saliva. But for know I decided to clamped my eyed shut and let day dreams cover my growing cravings for more potion.

My head was spinning in a mixture of day dreams (horrid day dreams in which I am either fully troll, dead or worse), memories of my past and such filled the darkness in my mind.

As soon as I shut my eyes I saw my farther during his change, how he'd hit my mother and me, turned to drink as I way to forget about it all. Then it was as if my mind went back to the day my mother told dad to leave forever. Dad had known mum was mad as soon as we entered the house (he'd been picking me up from school) so as he sat me down on the stairs to remove my shoes

"Now son, I want you to run upstairs and stay in your bedroom okay. Don't come down. Your mummy and I need to have a quick talk" I nodded my head in reply and did as I was told. In my bedroom I started playing with my train set - it had been my favorite toy as a child - but then I heard the screaming and shouting from downstairs. I hugged up in my blankets in the far corner from my bedroom door, crying. The next thing I knew the house seemed to jump at the impact of the door slamming shut. At the time I didn't know why... now I do. That time on the stair was the last time I ever saw my farther.

The next images that filled my mind were the following weeks to my dads leaving. I saw had badly this wall all taken to my mother, she kept herself in the dark for years after not talking to anyone, only me, and even then only when it was absolutely critical she did.

My memories and flashes were then disturbed by a rather unsettling image. I had been completely taken over by my troll blood and had just been murdered for it. My body lay on the floor in the background along with bucks (I could tell he had been found out as a wolf and too killed for owning supernatural blood), James was there too, each of her limps being held firm against the whitewash wall of the building that had been chosen to stage our death. She was in full faerie form and had been stripped of her cloths. A hooded guard came up behind James and started to pull her wings from their sockets. The amount of blood that rushed from them was unnerving and James who had been shaking and fighting against the guards before, went limp on her body and seemed to fall when the guards pulled her from the wall and her face was left emotionless and still. But her eyes were wide open and showed horror and fright.

I opened my eyes, refusing to view anymore and shook my head vigorously to max out the dizziness.

I could hear James outside only this time another voice was there too - my mother's. They were both attacking the door now and I couldn't take they're panic anymore. I stretched my arms out and attempted to pull myself up. But when this failed I tried another approach and started to roll to the end of the bed. By the time I was lying on the very edge of my bed my body finally feeling strong enough for me to pull myself to a standing position. As soon as I was halfway to standing my body started to spasm once again. I lost all consciousness of my own bones and muscles and fell face first towards the floor.

I lay there still in spasm but now gasping for air as an extremely sharp piece of glass (from a broken potion bottle) had punctured my right lung. Several other pieces line my torso, arms and legs and the floor around me is turning the prefect dark red shade of my blood as it pours from my veins staining my bedroom carpet.
The pain was unbearable and I know now there's only one way of escaping it. Even if I live though this I will go on trying to fight my troll side while my addiction to the potion only grows stronger, or ill let my troll blood take me leaving me this monstrous, green, scaly, unloved, lonely, murderous BEAST...

There's only one way to end it all...
I lift my arm which takes a lot more effort than I'd expected and am rewarded with a sharp pain running up through my body. I clasp my hand around the glass shard that lays only centimeters away from my face and lift it. The glass is just as sharp as I'd hoped and my hand is soon bleeding like the rest of me. I position my weapons point carefully over my target and drive the tip down directly into my throat. The pain I should be feeling never comes as my body is so numb now I doubt I would feel it even if I were having my legs amputated. As I feel my brain and heart shut down I am overcome by relief and close my eyes welcoming death as it comes for me.
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I'm now going to copy what Bethany Fellow's did at the end of Furry Kind Of Love and list all you guys who have ever commented as a way to thank you guys xoxoxx love you all!
In random order...

- Claribel Colon
- Sonya ... :3 lol
- Bethany Fellows
- Samantha X
- Jfkhai
- MiaKia ... Mazing to the Max! lol :P
- Wellwisher
- Sez
- Meeth Srivastav
- Ishani
- Emily Green
- Emily4now
- Katie
- Emma P
- Leilay
- Lovelybird101
- Kaytee
- Mara
- ME (just for others reading this that's not me, myself being vein... it's an actual commenter called ME. lol)
- LUV IT
- SUNJELLY
- Macey
- Auralia
and any who's comments may have been deleted.

You know.. compared to Bethany's list this one's tiny... but yet I'm so epically proud of the number of peeps on that list... lol :P x

Also wanna thanks those's who just read this. love you guys too! :P

To quote bugs bunny... 'that's all folks' :P
- Sorry I couldn't resist the urge to put that x lol