Eyes Full of Tears

Ever night I sit and cry for my pain to end
But no one comes to help as my blood starts to drip
Along with my tears and as my eyes begin
To close and I start to drift I know it might all end
But it never does and I just wake up to the blood

Stains on my sheets and my pillow wet from
The tears and then I get up and out of bed to go
To school and then I look in the mirror and
Remember it all after school I come on home to find
Myself yet again, all alone.

The seat you used to fill is now so empty
I look at your picture and start
To cry and then I just want to die.
My eyes are full of tears and my arm is full of
Scars for when I think of you I start to cry I
Remember our last day together.

We went to the park to find them there ponting
And larthing we walk on over and kick out and they
Walk of not very loud then you say I must go and
You then shake my hand and say good you start to
Go and turn back around and say never back down

Stand up for your self you then walked away.
The next day there is a knock on the door and next
Thing I know your sister is there telling me that you
Had committed suicide I broke straight down and my
Eyes started to fill with tears and that was the day

I started to self harm.
So right now I am on my bed with my razor in hand
Wanting I was dead crying to sleep night by night
Wanting this to be the end of my life.