Effort

I'd travel space for you.
I'd get shot in the face for you.
I'd play 1,000 cards for you.
If, I didn't hate you.
You destroyed my life, made it hard to breathe.
The things you did to me, super hard to believe.

The scars I wear symbolize our past.
They show how long it took you to last.
I tried to keep you, no one understood why.
I knew under your chest, it's a big, white lie.
You said you cared, and said you meant it.

I was the only one, that deserved to get hit.
Sorry I'm not small, sorry I don't trust.
Sorry I'm not perfect, sorry I don't lust.
It's an effort, being near you.
I'll get over it, as soon as you do.