Dreaming of You - Part Six

I had a pretty rough day. I was asleep off and on and when I was asleep I was plagued with bad dreams. They were Scary and sad dreams. One repetitive dream was that I was cradling a baby in my arms but the baby was dead. Another repetitive dream was that Erik was gone, no matter how hard I looked I couldn't find him and I was calling him and screaming his name but he never came sometimes I was crying and I was holding the baby. I remember feeling really lost, alone and scared.

I was having one of these dreams when I was awoken back to the real world. I rub my sleep encrusted eyes and I can feel two strong arms wrapped around me. I had been lifted up and pulled in close to Erik's chest. I could feel the soft fabric of his shirt rub on my cheek.

"Shhhhh, it's ok Honey, I'm right here sweetling" I could hear my mans soothing voice whisper in my ear has he gently holds me.

"I was having bad dreams, you were gone and I couldn't find you" my voice was hardly my own as the words came out all croaky

"You were screaming out my name and something about a dead baby, I will go and get you a drink of water, will you be ok?"

I glass of water was just what I needed so without trying to speak I just nod my head. Erik swiftly lies me back down and zooms out and is back before I could blink with a glass of water. I skull the whole glass. Erik offers to get some more but I decline. Because I have to tell him about the baby.

"Erik I have something important to discuss with you" I sound kind of formal but how do you tell someone this kind of news.

I take his hold of both of his hands and we sit on my bed facing each other
He just nods for me to proceed and is blonde hair bounces as he nods and I can't help but let my mind drift from our current situation. I quickly shake my head of the naughty thoughts I was having him on top of me and my fingers running through that hair.

"Now I think I went through something very traumatic today and the dreams I've been having kind of confirm it for me."

"Honey I am not going anywhere, you were right when you told me we have a connection, you are my heart mate or soulmate, life partner or whatever you want to call it. We are meant to be and I love you"
My heart stopped. Erik just said the most three powerful words. But as much as I am overjoyed to hear them I am also plagued with doubt that he is going to stay as I am afraid when I tell him this baby news he might disappear just like in my dreams.
I look at him and I can see the love pouring out of his so-called lifeless eyes. Tears start to well in my own I have second thoughts about what I am going to say but I know I have to tell him. I take a deep breath in as I try to choose the right words.

"Vampires can't have baby's, can they?"

Erik's Expression changed from loving to hurt to stone cold.

"You have no future with me, I cannot give you children, I knew this day would come I just didn't think it would be so soon. So look I'm going to leave now and we will just end this here ok. I don't see any point in dragging this on"

He lets go of my hands and goes to stand up from the bed. I scream out a "wait"

"Don't go Erik, let me finish, I have something big to tell you"

"Ok" is all he says looking as cold and emotionless as ever
Another deep breath in "I think your wrong, in fact I know your wrong, normal vampires may not be able to produce children but you can. I was pregnant but I didn't know I was and I lost the baby today, it was your baby Erik, we had but lost a baby."
"You have just started you menstrual cycle, I can smell the blood" he says in a dismissing tone
"No, I had a miscarriage and it was our baby. I flushed our baby down the toilet, I mean it just looked like a bloody sack but I'm sure it was our baby, Erik you mustn't be a vampire or if you are a vampire you are a very different one"

My fears became a reality as He became enraged
"It is not possible, if you lost a baby it was not mine and that means you have been with another. So who was it? Your neighbor Mathew? "

"It was yours, OURS" I corrected him in a forceful tone.
We are now screaming at each other, things are getting heated but not in our normally manner.

"Don't lie to me honey." He growled at me.

"I'm not. You have had my blood can't you get inside my head and tell that I am telling you the truth?" I say in a stern kind of way.

He goes quiet for a moment and I think he is trying to see if I am telling the truth.
"You must believe your own lies, Honey I am out of here"

"Erik for one I am telling you the truth and two if you leave, I never want to see you again. If you cannot tell that I am telling you the truth well then you don't disserve my love because my soulmate would know when I was telling truth."

He walks out of the bedroom at human speed. I hear the front door shut behind him and that's when the tears started to flow freely. I wanted to fall to the floor and cry in my own heartache but I needed to take care of hygiene so I decided a hot steamy shower will make me feel better.

It takes a while but the shower really was starting to make me feel better. I was really getting in to washing my hair and massaging my scalp with my nails. You can imagine my surprise when I opened my eyes and I could see a figure walking in my bathroom. I never did lock the door behind Erik. It could be anyone in my bathroom and I am naked and defenseless. I want to scream but I just freeze. My whole body goes still, I don't even think I let out a breath.
"Honey, it's me Erik." I can hear his sexy voice call out of the noise of the water.

Once again my heart stopped and my tummy filled with butterflies. I open up the shower door and look at him. I want to be mad and I even put of an angry expression but it so hard to stay angry at him. He is just to looking for my own good. Just looking at him makes me forget about our fight and the words that passed between us. But I'm not stupid and I am not going to let him think he has it over me, even if he does.

So standing in front of him looking him straight in the eyes with the water beating down on my naked body I say "Didn't I say something along the lines that if you leave I don't want to see you again"

"I was hoping you didn't mean it"

"Well I was hoping you wouldn't leave but you did" I could help but add a very matter of fact tone to my voice.

"You have blood running down your legs"

I look down and he was right. But I just let the shower water wash it away and shrug my shoulders. I now realize that my being naked and bleeding may be a bit distracting for Erik. A month ago I would have died if a guy saw me naked in the shower let alone while I was bleeding from down there but right now I just didn't care, and after all this is Erik.
I watch him watching the blood and his eyes are transfixed. "Erik, my face is up here buddy" I say as I point to my face

He looks at me wide eyed. "I've come to tell you that I believe you"

"Good because I am telling the truth" I decide now is a good time to get out of the shower so I turn off the water and Erik is holding out a clean towel., I reach for it but doesn't hand it over. Instead and softly pats my body. He slowly dries my shoulders and arms, then my breast and soon we are both sexually excited, you can really tell with a man like Erik. But I wasn't going to play in to this game. His lips were soon covering my body with sensual kisses. It wasn't long till one of my nipples was in his mouth

I felt a slight sting when his fangs started to draw blood, but it soon subsided with a tingling pleasurable feeling that went down deep below.

My body is screaming yes and there is nothing more I could want right now then for Erik to take me right now on my bathroom floor or against the wall or sitting on the vanity ...ok I am letting my imagination get the better of me. But I feel I should put a stop to this, granted we just had our first fight and I lost our baby.

I put up the best protest I could but what can I say Erik is a hard man to say no to and beside that I now know how awesome makeup sex is. It's almost worth having a fight, just so you can "make up"

I got dressed in Erik's shirt and some short shorts underwear while he made me a yummy dinner and then I called my parents and they asked me to come home for my birthday. I told them I will. We also talked about my collage issues and my dad said he will help me. So that is one problem kind of solved but another small problem is my birthday. Of course I want to take Erik to my parents place but they will freak if they think he is my boyfriend and they will think it is strange if we are "just friends".

After that Erik called me to the couch for some cuddles, the problem was he was lying across my couch taking up all the room and I look at him like "Where can I sit?" and he gives me a cheeky look as if to say "lie on top of me". Not a word has been spoken so I kind of shrug and position myself on top of his body. I rest my head on his hard chest and I let my fingers play with his chest hair. He only has his silk boxers on. I feel Erik's hand tickle my back and I let out a sigh

"I'm sorry"

I was startled to his voice so soft and smooth like velvet. I look up in to his face to see what he is talking about.

"Honey I'm sorry, for what I said and I'm sorry for walking out, but I do love you and you are my love, my darling one, my sweetling, there could never be anyone else but you"

I can hear and feel the sincere feelings that lie behind each word.
Erik's eyes are looking straight in to mine and I know he is telling me the truth. "I love you to, and I forgive you, but me being pregnant does raise some identity questions about what you really are"

"Your right, I'm going to have to call my commander, he may want another meeting with us."
"Erik I'm too tired to go anywhere tonight. Peter will understand, if not I will make him"

We talk a little bit more and I tell him about my up and coming birthday but when we I told him the dates he kind had a "Oh No" face. As it turns out the vampire conference and my birthday over lap.

"Sweetling it may be possible to go to both" Erik tries to assure me. I smile and nod. Erik had to make a call to Peter; he made the call in my bedroom. So while he was on the phone I painted my toe nails and watched some TV.
The next week.

Things have been great between Erik and I. I ended up going on the pill and we have started to use condoms. We are both not a fan of them but I really don't want to be a mommy just yet.

Peter never did need us to come in that night but he said it was now even more important that I come to the conference. So that's what we are doing right now. I'm driving us to see my parents for my birthday. Poor Erik had to go to sleep in the trunk so when I was ready to take off in the day time he was ready to go. We hired a Lincoln town car so Erik could be comfortable as one can be who is sleeping in the trunk. So the plan is I will call in to my parents place. I will stay overnight and Erik will hunt while I sleep and he will be in the trunk again for his day sleep. Then I have to drive us most of the way to the conference, but it will be dark before we get there so Erik will take over when he wake up.

Once I got to my parents place I was bombarded with question about my mental health state since "the incident" as my parents called it. I try to put their mind at ease but I also played up on it because it dawned on me that "the incident" could be a good excuse to get me back in to school. That's was bad of me I know. They also asked me about my rental car and I just told another lie and said "my car is getting a service and it needed some new parts so I decided to travel in comfort and style" and we laughed it off. I had a great time with my parents; we had a nice family dinner out and it was really good to see them. They were said when I said I had to leave early in the morning, they were hoping I could stay the week end. I used trying to get back in to school as an excuse. Gosh I had to lie for in this trip to my parents then what I have ever done in my whole life.

When everyone was sleep Erik came in to my room. My room was dark but I could see His eyes were glowing a silver blue color and his skin was illuminated. He didn't have a trace of blood on his blue t-shirt or denim jeans but I could tell he had a good feed. Meaning he must have killed a really bad person. Erik only has taste buds for really bad people. People who do crimes against children and things of that nature.

I shifted in my bed to make room for my Viking and he undressed and slid under the covers. I knew Erik was in the mood. He rolled me on top of him and lifted up my nightdress over my head. His hands were exploring my back and I decided to sit up and straddle his waist. He started to play with my breast and my hard nipples and I was doing the same to his chest. I love playing with his nipples. I decided to lick and suck on his, like he does to mine.

"Bite me"

"What?"

"Bite me, I think I will like it"

So I bit down on his nipple. But he wanted it harder

"Draw blood"

So I bit and I sucked and I could taste his blood in my mouth. Erik was moaning in pleasure with ever bite and lick I gave his nipples. He took of my knickers and lifted my hips and placed my sex on his face. And there I sat on his face while he pleased me. I was rocking to the motions of his tongue and I soon reached ecstasy. I had to try really hard to be quiet so my parents could hear. After my body stopped shaking Erik lowered my down off his face that now glistened with my juices and he started to kiss passionately. I eased my body down and slid on to his hard shaft. I started to move and it was feeling really good but I must have been going to fast because erik said "Slower" and his put his hands on my hips and was guiding me. But the pressure stated to build up inside of me and my body wanted to release again so I started to speed up and I don't know if Erik tried to slow me down this time but my body wasn't going to have it. it didn't take me long to reach that explosive feeling again and as I started to come I could feel Erik was coming as well. After the waves of pleasure had finished shaking our bodies I collapsed on top of him. I was really drowsy after that and almost asleep even with Erik still inside of me. But I heard his soft gentle voice

"Sweetling, we forgot to put on a condom" I had only been on the pill for like a week so it's not safe for us to not use one but at that moment I didn't care. I take my head of his chest and look at my sexy vampire with a smile on my face "if its meant to be it will be" we share a very loving kiss after that and I snuggle back in to his chest and go to sleep.
I don't know how he was able to get out of bed and back in to the trunk without waking me seeing I was asleep on top of him, but when I woke up he was gone.
My parents heard me in the shower so they woke up and we had an early breakfast together and I said my goodbyes and as I was about to drive off my mom said to me.

"Honeychile I didn't see u wear that necklace yesterday"

I looked down and seen a beautiful gold heart pendant incrusted with diamonds. I was taken back but I didn't want to let mom see that. I fondled it with my right hand and I knew it was from my man. He must have put it on when I was asleep. I didn't bother trying to make up a lie about the necklace so I said "goodbye" and "I love you" and I drove off in the morning sun thinking that may be turning 18 is like starting a new year. I couldn't help but feel positive about my future with Erik and my life in general.