Doomed

It was complicated
You wouldn’t think so,
But it was.

You smiled at me
And kissed me sweetly.

I avoided looking into your beautiful blue eyes
And said what I was supposed to.

Every word ripped my heart in two,
I avoided your eyes,

And I said.
I can’t keep doing this.
It’s stupid,
So, just leave,
I’m bored,
Go away,
You thought I loved you?
As if,
It’s impossible to love someone like
You.

You stared at me in horror,
Then your face went blank,
Tears burned my throat but I kept my face expressionless.

I see how it is, Nicole
Once a player,
Always a player,
It was fun though,
Goodbye.

He lifted his hand in farewell,
And walked away.

I longed to call you back
But I turned away and walked home,
Our love is a doomed love
We can hope,
We can hide,
We can lie.

But we can’t ignore the truth,
We may love each other,
But hate keeps us apart,
I wonder if we can ever come together again...
All I can do is hope.

So,
I will keep loving you,
Keeping my pain inside,
I may smile,
But I’m crying inside...
Our love was doomed from the start.