Don't Think of Me

She looked outside the window. He's coming She was excited but scared no one had ask her out and she had finally asked him out. He said yes, She was happy, truly happy for the first time in her life. Given their relationship. She had never felt so much for someone, For the First time she was wanted, She was loved. As the night wore on, It had been a wonderful night so magical so wonderful, the words she wanted to say she couldn't say." I love you " the words ring in her ears. Why couldn't she say it? Why did she doubt he would feel the same? She never said those words to him never. Her saying that .. It would mean that she was weak unable to love just some love sick puppy. So she never said it, or kissed him showed him that he was her whole world.

Two months Later .....
She sat there stunned, Dating? Her? I had been months since they last talked and he told her he moved on. All she could do was sob, She couldn't believe it he promised he wouldn't. But No! there they go hand in hand. Acting as if they had the best thing in the world she turned and ran out the door. She couldn't bear to see him with her laughing running his fingers through her hair. Kissing her looking into her eyes. It hurt It hurt a lot she still was in pain she couldn't believe that she couldn't move on like a moth to a flame. She still hoped she still prayed that he could give them a chance. He didn't months weeks went by they broke up. She still suffered she still loved him I mean how dumb was she ?? Chasing after something that was never there she was just wasting her life on something that wasn't worth it. And him?? He never cared, she knew it, he never did, never would, she would just be stuck. Stuck in the middle as a beautiful disaster.