Does Anyone Care?

I cry on your shoulder
Shuddering hard
Remembering the beatings
Her making me feel like a retard
I lean on you
My face on your chest
Running away
I thought was best
I cry and I cry
I hate this life

I work on my bloody arm
Cuts caused by my knife
My way to freedom
Making me feel so saintly
Though it's wrong
That doesn't register even faintly
You stroke my cheek
Hug me close
Stop me from taking
My regular over dose

You take my hand
And look into my eyes
You say you love me
As I make you cry
We cry together
As I feel so much pain
As you feel so bad
Over and over you say my name
You call me beautiful
Try to make me feel better

But I can't stop crying
My face getting redder
I cry for a long time
Can't get the hurt
And the visions
Out of my mind
I need help
But there's no one out there
Who would be willing
Who really cares