Do You See What You Do To Me?

Ever since I was a little girl I never new what was missing in my little heart and life
But now I know it was my parents and the love I never got
For 13 years I watched you nod out on the coach
I find the needles in the bathroom constantly
I still find the crack pipes all over the house and in the trash
Now you have another kid to do the same sh*t to
The same sh*t you did to me but no you are not going to do it to my sister
I had to raze myself to the age I am now
My sister needs somebody and now that I’m old enough to realize the facts
Well she ain’t going to raise herself I am going to raise her and give her the love she needs
So now I drink and smoke my pain away for now
Every time I go to the bathroom I grab my blade and cut myself deep
And every night I cry myself to sleep
I stay out late at night because I can’t live in your house any more
When I am 18 me and my sister are moving out
And we will never come back
When you are laying in your death bed me and my sister wants be there and you will ask why
Me and her will laugh and sat what ever it’s done
You put us through sh*t and we grew up in a drug house
Well mom and dad I’m done with the drugs
And now I’m done with you