Do You Love Me or Not - 4
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I kept waking up in the middle of the night thinking about what Jasmine told me. She was lying to me from the start. I was fight the tears that were in on eyes I felt betrayed by Jake and jasmine. Jake never told me they were together. They both were my only friends the only reason I got through the day and smiled. It felt like I was losing people really important to me. And now I have no one. I got out of the bed and started to pack my things.I can't stay here anymore if I do all I'll feel is pain and sadness. As I was cleaning my drawers I saw a photo that me Jake had taken years ago. We were so young we used to have much fun together...I put the picture down. I didn't want to remember anything I just wanted to disappear from his life. I wanted him to know at least how I felt for him so I can finally get of my chest. I grabbed a piece of paper.
Dear Jake,
I always loved you. I loved you more than you can imagine. I always thought we were meant to be. But you had different feeling and I hope you are happy with them. I hope you have a happy life with Jasmine.
Goodbye.....
I put the note on my bed. I grabbed my bags and walked out the door. " goodbye Jake...." I whispered. I walked the streets for hours thinking about how my life was going to be for know on. I felt a sense of relief. I was finally not going to have to see Jake with anyone I wasn't going to be hurt anymore. I walked to the farthest bus stop from jakes house. I got Out a book to read as I waited. "hello there" I heard a boy next to me say. I turned to see a breathtaking boy he had blue-green eyes and looked as old as Jake. " hi...." I said trying to hide the sadness in my voice. I'm not that great with hiding my feelings or talking to new people." Cindy you don't need to hide your pain from me. I know why you're here you want to disappear and start a new life" he said while looking at me with a gaze you can't turn away from. "how do you know this" I asked curiously.
He had a smirk on his face and said " Ii know everything... And I know that you have 2 choices... Either you go back to jakes house and fight for him or if you really want to be out of his life the come with me". I believe him. And know I have 2 choices either go with Jake or him. Well to tell the truth I didn't want to go back with Jake he has hurt me to many times. I just can't go through that anymore. Jasmine isn't the first girlfriend he ever had there were many others . And it's tire he never saw me as nothing more but a friend. "what's your name?" I asked. "Alaric" he smiled. " I want to leave this place please take me with you" I said looking into his eyes. "very well" he stood up and grabbed my hand. Everything turned black but I didn't feel afraid I just felt safe.
Dear Jake,
I always loved you. I loved you more than you can imagine. I always thought we were meant to be. But you had different feeling and I hope you are happy with them. I hope you have a happy life with Jasmine.
Goodbye.....
I put the note on my bed. I grabbed my bags and walked out the door. " goodbye Jake...." I whispered. I walked the streets for hours thinking about how my life was going to be for know on. I felt a sense of relief. I was finally not going to have to see Jake with anyone I wasn't going to be hurt anymore. I walked to the farthest bus stop from jakes house. I got Out a book to read as I waited. "hello there" I heard a boy next to me say. I turned to see a breathtaking boy he had blue-green eyes and looked as old as Jake. " hi...." I said trying to hide the sadness in my voice. I'm not that great with hiding my feelings or talking to new people." Cindy you don't need to hide your pain from me. I know why you're here you want to disappear and start a new life" he said while looking at me with a gaze you can't turn away from. "how do you know this" I asked curiously.
He had a smirk on his face and said " Ii know everything... And I know that you have 2 choices... Either you go back to jakes house and fight for him or if you really want to be out of his life the come with me". I believe him. And know I have 2 choices either go with Jake or him. Well to tell the truth I didn't want to go back with Jake he has hurt me to many times. I just can't go through that anymore. Jasmine isn't the first girlfriend he ever had there were many others . And it's tire he never saw me as nothing more but a friend. "what's your name?" I asked. "Alaric" he smiled. " I want to leave this place please take me with you" I said looking into his eyes. "very well" he stood up and grabbed my hand. Everything turned black but I didn't feel afraid I just felt safe.
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