Do You Love Me or Not

"I love you.....I always have" I said while looking into his light gray eyes. He just stood there looking at me with a confused gaze. "Ha I was just kidding! I just wanted to see that stupid look on your face" I laughed. " that isn't funny Cindy" he pouted. "awww come on Jake I was just playing" I said while tugging on his arm. " Ok ok I'll forgive you.but beware I am gonna get you back" he patted my head. "Well I'm gonna go shower real fast and after that we will go out" he said while heading to the bathroom. I nodded my head and smiled. When I head the water from the shower running. I dropped to the ground and started to cry. I finally confessed to him and he does nothing but stand there. I've liked him for years but I barely build up my courage to tell him. Today was supposed to be perfect. I thought he was going to accept my feelings. My best friend jasmine was right love is just a stupid and useless emotion. I guess all he is going to see me as is a friend. I went to the sink to wash up my face. I sat in the couch waiting for Jake. I've known him since I was a baby he is 3 years older than me. I'm 16 and he is 19. I guess he wouldn't wanna go out with an emo freak like me anyway. All I feel is pain in my chest. Why......why did I have to love you.