Devilishly Delectable Chapter 10

Chapter 10

(((SADIE)))

I felt two strong, warm arms tighten around me. My eyes flicked open and I realized where I was. I smiled slightly and pressed Maddox’s arms closer to me. I heard him chuckle.
"Good morning my love." I smiled and slowly turned around so that I was facing him.
"Hi." I blushed a little, remembering what happened yesterday.
"You look so beautiful." He whispered.
I giggled. "So do you." He smiled and kissed me ever so softly.
"You have no idea how much I missed you." I said.
"So did I Sadie, more than everything."

I buried my head in his chest. I could hear his heart beating and for some reason it was soothing to me, like a lullaby or soft melody. I almost fell asleep again until I heard a knock on the door. I groaned and I heard Maddox chuckle.

"Stay there my love, I will get it." He kissed me on the forehead then went to get the door. He opened it and Mary stood outside with a tray of food.
"Good morning my dears, I just thought you would like breakfast."
"Thank you Mary." Maddox said as he grabbed the tray off her.
"Also there was a phone call earlier for you, Maddox. A man called Jacobs will be here to pick you up at around ten so you have an hour. Oh and he is also bringing you both some spare clothes."
"Thanks."

"See you both soon." She said then left, closing the door behind her.
I slowly got up and crossed my legs so that I was in a sitting position.
"I’m so hungry." I said. Maddox chuckled. He brought the tray over and sat it down on the bed. There was pancakes, bagels, raisin toast and waffles as well as tea and juice, (it was a pretty big tray).
I grabbed the pancakes and ate them so quickly, it amazed me, and I then went for the waffles and had one piece of toast.
"Geez Sadie slow down and leave some for me." Maddox said jokingly.
I frowned. "I’m sorry, I just haven’t eaten much for the past couple of weeks and I guess my hunger has kicked back in."
"What do you mean you haven’t eaten?" Concern clear in his voice.
"It was nothing I just, wasn’t…happy, but its okay because I am now."
"Oh Sadie, I’m so sorry. I can’t believe I could actually make you stop eating."
"It wasn’t your fault."

"Yes it is."
"No."
"Yes."
"Maddox seriously?" I sighed, "it wasn’t just you. My life was a little complicated, noting the emphasis on the word my. Stop blaming yourself because I don’t. Okay?"
He nodded his head weakly. "Remember something okay, for me?"
"What is it?" He asked.
"I love you." He smiled widely at me.
"I love you to."

He moved over the bed until I was in his lap. He put his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder.
"Sadie?" He whispered.
"Yes?" I whispered back.
"Move in with me?"
I turned to face him.
"What?" I said a little to loud.
"I don’t think I can stand another minute away from you. Please Sadie, move in with me?"
I just stared at him, with shock clearly written all over my face.
"Sadie say something, please? Look if you don’t want to its-"
I didn’t even give him time to finish his sentence, I pressed my lips to his. He chuckled and it was getting hard to keep kissing him because I was smiling so much. I pulled back.
"Yes, of course I will movie in with you!" I basically screamed. He began to laugh and so did I. I can’t believe it! We are going to be together now, everyday and every night! For me that was a dream come true. Being with him means more to me than actual life and now I get to have him all to myself, 24 hours a day, seriously could you think of anything better?

After a few more make out sessions there was a knock at the door. I groaned again.
"I can’t wait until we get home." I muttered. Maddox laughed.
"Me neither my love." He kissed my forehead and got up to get the door. He opened it and Jacobs was there. I smiled and ran up and hugged him.
"Oh Ms. Sadie. You have no idea how happy I am to see you both together again." Jacobs said after I pulled back from the hug. I smiled and Maddox wrapped his arm around my waist. I swear I saw his eyes water but it was probably my imagination.
"Well once you two get ready I will be taking you back home. Here are you clothes," he said whilst handing Maddox a bag, "I’ll be downstairs if you need me." He left. Maddox closed the door and brought the bag over to me. He unzipped it and pulled out his clothes, which consisted of a plain white shirt and jeans then he pulled out my clothes, which was a cream colored singlet with glitter at the top and plain jeans with ankle high, high heels. He knew me well.

"I call shot gun!" I said as I grabbed my clothes and ran into the bathroom. I giggled and stripped. I got into the shower and let the warm water loosen my muscles. It felt good but after a little while I was starting to get anxious. It was like I had to see him. I got out and quickly got dressed. I pulled open the door and found him sitting on the bed, he looked up and smiled. I let my features relax.

"Whats the matter Sadie?" He said as he got up and walked towards me. Damn I wasn’t quick enough.
"Nothing."
"Sadie tell me." I looked into those eyes and as much as I wanted to tell him that I was afraid he would leave me I knew it would just hurt him and I couldn’t do that.
"Nothing honestly." I lend in and kissed him, he kissed me back but he didn’t have as much enthusiasm. I pulled back and sighed. "You really should stop worrying about me. I’m fine."
"Uh huh." He said unconvinced.
"Go get ready so we can go home okay."
"Okay." He kissed my forehead then went into the bathroom.

Once Maddox had got ready we walked out the bedroom door, down the stairs to Jacobs and Mary.
"I’ll be waiting in the car." Jacobs said to Maddox.
"Thanks Jacobs."
"Thank you so much for letting us stay Mary."
"Oh its my pleasure dear. Now you take care of yourself okay." I gave her a big hug and then went to stand by Maddox.
"Yes Mary we really do owe you."
"Nonsense. You take care of yourself to, and her as well." I smiled and Maddox hugged her as well.
"Oh I almost forgot. Your clothes from yesterday, I washed them and gave them to Jacobs, although there were quite a few buttons missing on your shirt Maddox." I could feel a deep crimson color fill my cheeks. I looked to the ground.
"Thanks Mary." I looked up to Maddox who was also blushing a little. Only rarely had I seen him that way. I giggled.
"Well we better be off. Thank you again."
Mary smiled. "Take care and have a safe drive."

We walked out the door to the bmw that was waiting for us. I got in then Maddox.
"Well that was one interesting two days." He said.
"Yeah I-OH!"
"What?" He said concerned.
"What happened to Reggie?" I asked.
"Oh, well they were all driven back to the town and then they went home late last night."
"Wait how do you know this?"
"Mary told me."
"She was a sweet lady."
"Yeah she was lovely."
"Before I move in I have to go see Reggie okay, tell him the news."
"Sure Sadie. There are a few things that I have to do so I will meet you back at the apartment."
"Definitely. You have no idea how happy I feel right now." I whispered in his ear.
"Me too my love. Now I will never have to let you go."
I smiled at that thought.

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"So I will meet you at them apartment in about an hour?"
"Sure sounds great."
I kissed him softly, I lingered there then pulled away.
"I love you."
"I love you too."

I got out of the car and made my way up to Reggie’s apartment. I knocked on the door and it opened almost instantly.
"Sadie Audrey Cleaver you are to tell me everything that happened this instant!" Reggie basically yelled.
"Um…can I come in first?" He rolled his eyes and pulled the door open for me. I walked inside and sat on the couch.
"So spill." He said sitting down next to me.
"Well…Maddox and I are moving in together, and before you say anything I’m beyond positive that it is going to work this time because there are no more secrets and I am one hundred and fifty per cent sure that he isn’t going to leave me."
Reggie didn’t say anything, he just stared at me with a look of shock.
"Reggie?" I asked cautiously.
"You’re going to move in with him?"
"Yes. Look I know you don’t approve-"
"Damn straight I don’t approve of him Sadie!" He yelled, cutting me off. "He hurt you Sadie, again. You cried in my arms for so long Sadie because he left you and now your going to run back into his arms like nothing happened."

"Reggie," I whispered, "I need him. Even if it means I hate him. I would rather have him there than not at all. With out him, I don’t feel complete. Please Reggie please I need you to be okay with this. For me?"
He was quiet for what felt like a long time then he sighed.
"Okay Sadie but I swear to god if he hurts you one more time I am going to kick his ass!"
I smiled. "Deal."
I got up and gave him a long hug.
"So what now."
"I’m going to move into his apartment."
"Wait what about your stuff?"
Oh god that didn’t even cross my mind. NO! That means I have to see Tate. DEEP BREATHES I chanted in my head. Well there is no point in avoiding it.

"I think I might go and get it."
"When?"
"Like right now."
"Are you sure that’s the right thing to do?"
"If I keep putting it off I don’t think I will ever go and besides he won’t have that much impact on me now. I’m with Maddox so its okay."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, yeah I’m sure. I’ll talk to you later okay."
"Okay sweetie. Be careful."
"Sure."

I kissed him on the cheek and walked out the door. Once I was out of the building I hailed a taxi to take me to my ex-apartment (thank god). I paid the driver and got out of the car. I cringed at the site of it. I walked over to the door and opened.

"Ms. Cleaver. Its so nice to see you. It feels like it’s been forever."
"Yeah, it’s good to see you too Pete."
"Tate is up there if you want to know."
"Oh thanks." I muttered.
"Did you and Tate have a fight Ms. Cleaver?"
"Why?"
"Well he hasn’t been down in the past three days and when I went up to talk to him he smelled of alcohol and well you haven’t been here for the past three days and I just well put two and two together."
"Right." I felt a little concerned when he mentioned that Tate had been drinking. I don’t get how I could feel something for him when he did what he did. "Thanks Pete. I’ll see you later."
"Okay Ms. Cleaver."

I walked over to the elevator and got in. I pushed the button for my floor and waited. Once the elevator doors opened I found myself rushing towards my apartment door. I grabbed my keys and opened the door. When I walked in, everything looked the same except for the group of bottles that were on top of the counter. I turned and closed the door.

"Pete if that’s you again, I told you I was fine okay so stop-" Tate said cutting himself off when he saw me. He was halfway down the stairs already.
"Sadie." He whispered. "Oh god Sadie!" He ran the rest of the way down the stairs and ran over to me. I put my hand out and it touched his bare chest. He was only wearing his black sweats.
"Look I didn’t come here to see you. I came to get my stuff." I tried to sound calm and push back the tears but it was getting harder. I wasn’t sad because of the right reasons, I was sad because of the wrong. There he was, looking as broken as I once was and I wanted to hold onto him. Even after what he did.
"Stuff? What do you mean stuff?"
I took a deep breath. "I’m moving in with Maddox."

"What?!" He almost screamed. "What do you mean your moving in with him?"
"My life doesn’t concern you anymore and it never will so if you don’t mind I need grab my things. I shouldn’t take too long."
"Sadie please, please don’t do this." He begged. I took a deep breath and walked towards the stairs.
"Please Sadie just hear me out first." I swung around and came face to face with him. I was now…pissed.
"What is there to say Tate? You told her about what happened to me! You told her my secret, the women who hated me! You told her!" I screamed.
"I told her ages ago Sadie. I know that doesn’t make an excuse for it but you need to know. I told her when we first started dating because it looked like you guys were getting along and it just…it just came out. I didn’t mean it to but it did. Sadie I’m so, so, so sorry."
"That’s supposed to make it better? God Tate I thought I knew you, but I honestly don’t. First you say that you are falling for me then all of a sudden you are sleeping with the wicked witch of the east then you tell her my secret but all of a sudden you want me back. Really?"

"I didn’t want to sleep with her Sadie."
"Tate I am not in the mood for your stories and I’m not in the mood to fight. I just want to get my stuff and go."
"No. You have to stay here and listen. When that article came out about you and Maddox, she freaked. She couldn’t believe that someone like you could get someone like him then she remembered what had happened to you. She came over that morning and told me that if I didn’t go out with her she would tell the first magazine she could find and out your little secret to the world. I couldn’t do that to you Sadie. I knew that if she did it that way she would hurt you to a point where I don’t think you would have gotten up again. So I said that I would. She never want me Sadie, she wanted him. Please you have to believe me!" I may not have known Tate but I do know when he is lieing to me and he wasn’t. There was nothing but truth in his eyes.
"I do." I whispered.

He pulled me into him and kissed with such passion and fierceness I couldn’t believe it. His soft lips moving with mine, moulding together. His tongue twisting with mine. His kisses were so much different from Maddox. There was nothing but passion. Then I realized…Maddox. I pushed him off me.
"No, Tate we can’t."
"Why?" He said and once again he tried to pull me into him. I pushed him away.
"Stop."
"Don’t you see it Sadie? I am better for you then he is. I won’t hurt you."
"But you did Tate. Even though I know the reason you still hurt me."
"But not like that Sadie. I won’t leave you the way he did."
"I have to go." I said as I walked towards the door.
"I beg you Sadie don’t go back to him. I want you, no I need you. Please Sadie. Stay with me, I can make you happy. Haven’t I always made you happy?"
I felt tears streaming down my face.
"I have to go." I walked towards the door and opened it.
"You have to choose Sadie! Me or Him?!" I heard him yell as I ran to the elevator.

Tears among tears were falling from my eyes. I felt so confused. I knew I loved Maddox but every time I would think about him I would feel doubt. I am so scared that he will leave me again that I can’t even be away from him for a few minutes. I’m scared about what I say and do because I’m afraid that if I say something it will force him to leave again. Then there is Tate who has always made me happy but at the same time he told my secret to someone who is the biggest gossip in the world. I didn’t know what to do. I ran out of there as quickly as possible and started to run towards Reggie’s apartment. When I got there I ran to his door and started to bang on it. He opened it, shock crossing his face then concern then anger. He pulled me inside and sat on the couch crying. He pulled me into him and tried to calm me.

"Sadie please don’t tell me it was Maddox who did this to you?" He begged.
"No, i-i-it w-was T-T-Tate." I stuttered.
"OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO KILL HIM!" He pretty much yelled.
"No he…he…oh god." I started to take deep breathes. "He told me he loved me. He said that the only reason he was with Sonya was because she was blackmailing him. She said that she would tell every magazine about my miscarriage with Maddox if he didn’t go out with her."
"Oh Sadie."
"Then he kissed me."
"Sadie its going to be okay."
"No it’s not Reggie. I don’t know which one to choose. They both hurt me but at the same time I love them both. I feel so confused." I began to cry again.
"Its okay Sadie just breathe. It will all be okay."

"I stuffed everything up Reggie. All I want to do is feel better and be with the one I love but how am I supposed to do that if I don’t know which one I love."
"You know what you need…time to yourself. I don’t care what you say you are going to stay with me tonight. I am going to run you a bath and we are going to watch movies and eat all the junk food I have in my cupboard which I might add is a lot."
"Can you do me a favor?"
"Anything Sadie."
"Can you please call Maddox and tell him…that I am helping with you with something. I just don’t think I could look at him after what I did."
"Sure but first lets get you in the bath."
We walked into the bath room and Reggie started to draw me a bath.
I couldn’t stop thinking about them though.
The truth is I love them both, so much but they both hurt me in ways that broke my heart. So which one should I chose?

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I already know which one she is going to choose but I just want to see if you guys can guess it so please please please please please vote!! I really want to know your opinion!!

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