Depression and Hatred

Sorrow hits my heart like a nine pound hammer,
Isolated from friends and love ones.
Family hates your friends and my boyfriend,
And always make me cry and angry.
All I ever wanted is acceptance and love in my life,
But all I get is grief and self-esteem problems.
Seven months ago, I was happy and cheerful with bright colors,
Now I'm a different person, hating life.
Wanting everything to go smoothly,
But life is just too difficult for me.

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I been feeling this way right now, family yells at me, boyfriend hasn't talked to me for a week now, life in general sucks. Hope you viewers make me feel better by comments : l thanks...