Delusional Love: Chapter - 32
My debt to you, Belovèd, Is one I cannot pay, In any coin of any realm, On any reckoning day. ~ Jessie B. Rittenhouse.
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Diya - Hey I am sorry I know it was a short chapter but exams are taking a toll on me so please bear with me for few more days :)
Nandini - Lol Soul Searcher sounds weird? :D I wanted to remain anonymous but my friends forced me to reveal my name to the readers as at least I owe them this much. So you can see my name on my profile.
JBieber Lover - Thanks a lot for reading both the stories :) I hope you'd enjoy this chapter too.
BigZ - Every time I read your comment, a smile spread across my face. You're so generous with your words and it feels really good to see that people appreciate you so much and take time out for you to show their affection. Thank you so much :) I have couple of stories in my mind but I'll begin working on them after I am done with Delusional Love and Threesome. BTW I am 20 years old. What's your name, if I may ask?
B I respect your opinion and I think you're right in a certain way. Jeremy, if we see logically, is perfect for Hannah but as they say love is blind. BTW thanks a lot for your comment. :)
Martin - LOL he's a twisted character. But isn't that why we love him?
Lol X - Thanks a lot :) enjoy the next chapter.
Mandy - Thanks a lot Mandy :)
Kayli First of all thanks a lot for taking time out to explain things to me for my own benefit. I know I've made some mistake but this is my first story, I know it's not excusable but still I know I could have been more careful. Will keep these points in mind. Thanks once again :)
Briana - I am so overwhelmed by your comment. Thanks a lot. I'll surely publish my books some day with your guys and God's blessings. It's indeed a blessing to receive such love. :)
Alana - Thanks a lot Alana. That really means a lot. It's good to see that my efforts are paying off. It was really kind of you to comment.
Ebony - It's great to see your comment once again. I hope you'd enjoy this chapter too.
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"What?" I almost yelled, "You want to have a party to announce that we're in love and invite Jeremy and Bianca?"
"Umm hmm" he nodded.
"Are you insane?"
"A little bit, I won't deny," he joked, "besides, it will be a nice get together for all of us and we will get a chance to tell everyone that we're in a relationship. They are our friends. They deserve to know, right?"
"I don't know. It doesn't sound good. I am still unconvinced."
"Why?"
"It frightens me, just the mere thought of seeing everyone's reaction when we'll explode the news. I mean..."
"You really give a damn to what others think?"
"Kind of," I confessed.
"I don't. I don't care what they think. I don't care about their reactions. The fact is that we both love each other and it's time that everyone knows about our relationship."
"I think you're right. Let's do this," I said hugging him.
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Adam informed the guests while I prepared the menu. We decided to hold the party in Adam's house. As I was exploring his music CDs, the door bell rang. Adam opened the door and invited the caterers in. We inspectioned the food and all the arrangements.
"Can I talk to you for a second?" I asked Adam gesturing to his bedroom. He followed me.
"Is everything okay?" he inquired.
"Well," I sighed, "I don't think this party is such a good idea."
"You're having second thoughts?" he confirmed.
"Yeah," I nodded, "but only because of Jeremy. I wanted to tell him personally, not like this, in front of bunch of people. And besides, he already knows about us, thanks to you. I feel like I owe him an apology."
"Why does Jeremy bother you so much?" there was a hint of jealousy in that question.
"Because he's my friend."
"And I am your boyfriend," he reminded me with stern look on his face.
"You don't have to remind me that," I retorted.
"Then trust me," he said taking my hand in his hands, "Being your friend he'd be only happy for you."
Adam seemed right at that moment. Jeremy was my friend and it was indisputable that he'd be grateful seeing that I am happy in my life. Though now I wish I hadn't listened to Adam and dropped the idea of hosting the party. The decision of listening to Adam ruined my whole life.
"I think you're right," I said smiling at him. He smiled back and embraced me.
"I should go now and get changed. I'll see you in couple of hours," I said kissing him.
He grabbed my hand as I turned towards the door, "don't leave yet."
I looked at him incredulously. He loosened the grip on my hand and walked towards the closet. Opening it, he took out a box. "I want you to wear this tonight," he said handing me the box.
I opened the box and much to my bewilderment found a dark green colored dress lying in it. I raised my head and gazed at Adam.
"That's for you," he said smiling at me.
I took out the dress to have a thorough look at it. It was a one shoulder dark green colored Grecian gown. A golden colored buckle on the shoulder added the sparkle to the dress.
"It's so pretty," I said admiring the dress.
Adam came closer to me and whispered, "It would look prettier when you'll wear it."
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I put on my dress and gazed at my reflection in the mirror. I let my hair loose like Adam advised and wore the golden earrings matching the golden broach on the dress. I experienced so many emotions at one time as I thought about the time when we would reveal the news to everyone. I was happy, nervous, excited, guilty and scared all at the same time. I quickly shunned all these thoughts and rushed downstairs. Aunt was having her dinner; she saw me approaching and exclaimed, "You look beautiful honey."
I blushed and asserted, "Will you be okay aunt? I've kept the box containing your medicines in the kitchen. Make sure to take the red tablet 20 minuets after taking the dinner."
"I'll be fine dear. You go and enjoy yourself. Don't worry about me," she assured me.
I kissed her cheek and bid her goodbye. As I opened the door I saw Adam waiting for me with his car. He instantly looked at me as I closed the door behind me and stepped out of the porch. He moved towards me and remarked, "Wonderful! Absolutely beautiful." My cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. He came closer to me and kissed me on the lips, "God you're so beautiful. I am so glad you chose me."
"Just so you know, I had better options," I teased him.
"Really? But I bet no one loved you as much as I do."
"That's true," I said hugging him tightly.
"Are you ready?" he said pulling apart.
"Let's do it."
Adam chauffeured me to his home so we could reach there before the guests arrive. The house look all prepared for the party. Adam and I rechecked everything until we were satisfied as we wanted everything to be perfect. I was retouching my make up when Adam entered in the room. "We're telling everyone here but what about people over there, your parents?" asked Adam approaching me.
"Umm...well...my mother knows," I said brushing my hair.
"She does?" he asked nervously.
"Yes."
"What did she say?"
"She was shocked but I tried my best to explain to her, even though I still feel that I need to talk to her one on one. She asked all sorts of questions about you?
"And what did she say? What did you tell her about me?" he was naturally concerned about his past and the effect it could bear on our present and future.
"I did not tell her the truth," I confessed with a guilty heart. I never hid anything from my mom and hiding such a big thing which concerned my whole life was like a sacrilege for her and for me.
"Who would want a guy like me for their daughter?" he asked laughing sarcastically. He was visibly distressed.
"My mom doesn't know you the way I do. I know you're not a bad person. I know it was not your fault. I also know that you love your parents and I see you everyday burning in that flame of guilt. Even God forgives when you repent genuinely for your sins and I am certain that God has forgiven you Adam," I said cupping his face.
"You're right. God has forgiven me.....otherwise he wouldn't have brought you into my life," as he said this his eyes filled with tears. I held him tightly in my arms. He was the most important person in my life, he meant everything to me and I never wanted him to feel guilty about anything.
"I love you so much," I said unwrapping him from my arms.
"I love you too," he kissed me.
"It's time to spread the word," I said as we heard the door bell ring.
Diya - Hey I am sorry I know it was a short chapter but exams are taking a toll on me so please bear with me for few more days :)
Nandini - Lol Soul Searcher sounds weird? :D I wanted to remain anonymous but my friends forced me to reveal my name to the readers as at least I owe them this much. So you can see my name on my profile.
JBieber Lover - Thanks a lot for reading both the stories :) I hope you'd enjoy this chapter too.
BigZ - Every time I read your comment, a smile spread across my face. You're so generous with your words and it feels really good to see that people appreciate you so much and take time out for you to show their affection. Thank you so much :) I have couple of stories in my mind but I'll begin working on them after I am done with Delusional Love and Threesome. BTW I am 20 years old. What's your name, if I may ask?
B I respect your opinion and I think you're right in a certain way. Jeremy, if we see logically, is perfect for Hannah but as they say love is blind. BTW thanks a lot for your comment. :)
Martin - LOL he's a twisted character. But isn't that why we love him?
Lol X - Thanks a lot :) enjoy the next chapter.
Mandy - Thanks a lot Mandy :)
Kayli First of all thanks a lot for taking time out to explain things to me for my own benefit. I know I've made some mistake but this is my first story, I know it's not excusable but still I know I could have been more careful. Will keep these points in mind. Thanks once again :)
Briana - I am so overwhelmed by your comment. Thanks a lot. I'll surely publish my books some day with your guys and God's blessings. It's indeed a blessing to receive such love. :)
Alana - Thanks a lot Alana. That really means a lot. It's good to see that my efforts are paying off. It was really kind of you to comment.
Ebony - It's great to see your comment once again. I hope you'd enjoy this chapter too.
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"What?" I almost yelled, "You want to have a party to announce that we're in love and invite Jeremy and Bianca?"
"Umm hmm" he nodded.
"Are you insane?"
"A little bit, I won't deny," he joked, "besides, it will be a nice get together for all of us and we will get a chance to tell everyone that we're in a relationship. They are our friends. They deserve to know, right?"
"I don't know. It doesn't sound good. I am still unconvinced."
"Why?"
"It frightens me, just the mere thought of seeing everyone's reaction when we'll explode the news. I mean..."
"You really give a damn to what others think?"
"Kind of," I confessed.
"I don't. I don't care what they think. I don't care about their reactions. The fact is that we both love each other and it's time that everyone knows about our relationship."
"I think you're right. Let's do this," I said hugging him.
**********************************************************************************
Adam informed the guests while I prepared the menu. We decided to hold the party in Adam's house. As I was exploring his music CDs, the door bell rang. Adam opened the door and invited the caterers in. We inspectioned the food and all the arrangements.
"Can I talk to you for a second?" I asked Adam gesturing to his bedroom. He followed me.
"Is everything okay?" he inquired.
"Well," I sighed, "I don't think this party is such a good idea."
"You're having second thoughts?" he confirmed.
"Yeah," I nodded, "but only because of Jeremy. I wanted to tell him personally, not like this, in front of bunch of people. And besides, he already knows about us, thanks to you. I feel like I owe him an apology."
"Why does Jeremy bother you so much?" there was a hint of jealousy in that question.
"Because he's my friend."
"And I am your boyfriend," he reminded me with stern look on his face.
"You don't have to remind me that," I retorted.
"Then trust me," he said taking my hand in his hands, "Being your friend he'd be only happy for you."
Adam seemed right at that moment. Jeremy was my friend and it was indisputable that he'd be grateful seeing that I am happy in my life. Though now I wish I hadn't listened to Adam and dropped the idea of hosting the party. The decision of listening to Adam ruined my whole life.
"I think you're right," I said smiling at him. He smiled back and embraced me.
"I should go now and get changed. I'll see you in couple of hours," I said kissing him.
He grabbed my hand as I turned towards the door, "don't leave yet."
I looked at him incredulously. He loosened the grip on my hand and walked towards the closet. Opening it, he took out a box. "I want you to wear this tonight," he said handing me the box.
I opened the box and much to my bewilderment found a dark green colored dress lying in it. I raised my head and gazed at Adam.
"That's for you," he said smiling at me.
I took out the dress to have a thorough look at it. It was a one shoulder dark green colored Grecian gown. A golden colored buckle on the shoulder added the sparkle to the dress.
"It's so pretty," I said admiring the dress.
Adam came closer to me and whispered, "It would look prettier when you'll wear it."
**********************************************************************
I put on my dress and gazed at my reflection in the mirror. I let my hair loose like Adam advised and wore the golden earrings matching the golden broach on the dress. I experienced so many emotions at one time as I thought about the time when we would reveal the news to everyone. I was happy, nervous, excited, guilty and scared all at the same time. I quickly shunned all these thoughts and rushed downstairs. Aunt was having her dinner; she saw me approaching and exclaimed, "You look beautiful honey."
I blushed and asserted, "Will you be okay aunt? I've kept the box containing your medicines in the kitchen. Make sure to take the red tablet 20 minuets after taking the dinner."
"I'll be fine dear. You go and enjoy yourself. Don't worry about me," she assured me.
I kissed her cheek and bid her goodbye. As I opened the door I saw Adam waiting for me with his car. He instantly looked at me as I closed the door behind me and stepped out of the porch. He moved towards me and remarked, "Wonderful! Absolutely beautiful." My cheeks flushed red with embarrassment. He came closer to me and kissed me on the lips, "God you're so beautiful. I am so glad you chose me."
"Just so you know, I had better options," I teased him.
"Really? But I bet no one loved you as much as I do."
"That's true," I said hugging him tightly.
"Are you ready?" he said pulling apart.
"Let's do it."
Adam chauffeured me to his home so we could reach there before the guests arrive. The house look all prepared for the party. Adam and I rechecked everything until we were satisfied as we wanted everything to be perfect. I was retouching my make up when Adam entered in the room. "We're telling everyone here but what about people over there, your parents?" asked Adam approaching me.
"Umm...well...my mother knows," I said brushing my hair.
"She does?" he asked nervously.
"Yes."
"What did she say?"
"She was shocked but I tried my best to explain to her, even though I still feel that I need to talk to her one on one. She asked all sorts of questions about you?
"And what did she say? What did you tell her about me?" he was naturally concerned about his past and the effect it could bear on our present and future.
"I did not tell her the truth," I confessed with a guilty heart. I never hid anything from my mom and hiding such a big thing which concerned my whole life was like a sacrilege for her and for me.
"Who would want a guy like me for their daughter?" he asked laughing sarcastically. He was visibly distressed.
"My mom doesn't know you the way I do. I know you're not a bad person. I know it was not your fault. I also know that you love your parents and I see you everyday burning in that flame of guilt. Even God forgives when you repent genuinely for your sins and I am certain that God has forgiven you Adam," I said cupping his face.
"You're right. God has forgiven me.....otherwise he wouldn't have brought you into my life," as he said this his eyes filled with tears. I held him tightly in my arms. He was the most important person in my life, he meant everything to me and I never wanted him to feel guilty about anything.
"I love you so much," I said unwrapping him from my arms.
"I love you too," he kissed me.
"It's time to spread the word," I said as we heard the door bell ring.
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