Deception Of Love

The one I love, slipped through my fingers
And everyday his face slowly starts to fade from my heart and mind
But his words never leave my soul
Or the way he smiles, when I enter the room
Now its quiet, and I am alone
Alone with my bitter thoughts
Alone to cry thousands tears that I already cried
To sit there in the dark, dying slowly by his hand
But he is not there
And nor will he ever be again
He took my heart and ruptured soul.
My heart race’s and panics when I see you in crowds but your not there
My mind plays cruel tricks on my heart.
You stand there. Distance but close enough
To still inflict damage on me
All did was love you look
What happened?
Lesson learned.