Dear Mom

I'm hurt, lonely and broken.
Nothing you say can stop that.
I've tried to be a good person.
But there's only so much I can do.
My best friend has to save my life so that I may live another day.
It's sad, the blades are always in my hand when I get home from school.
The gun I hide is where no one can see it.
I only can be myself when no one is around.
My heart breaks when I hear your name, I think of all the scars that were open on your behalf.
I put too much stress on you so I need to end my life so that I may live tomorrow.
Goodnight mom.
My time has come.
I would hate to love you, but I love to hate you.