Dazzling Emerald Eyes
As the Crystal ice blue eyed beauty disintegrates he's replaced by My emerald eyed angel.
My heart jerks and twists with each new day
Bleeding and burning with how much my life has changed
Each cut to the wrist stings but it feels right
Each temptation to drink and take those pills
Come back everyday as I consider drinking the vodka
Or overdosing on pills
It's a constant temptation.
Who have I become
You asked me last year if I would try these
And I'd probably slap you
Ask me now and id tell you I've drank
I'll tell you I have cut
42 scars and over scar me permanently on my right wrist
To remind me my life has become hell
To remind me my life is not a fairy tale no more
Happiness and fun for my 14 year old self
Has become forcibly out grown
Long gone dead
Fading in the mist
Who am I today that I wasn't back then
My dog is dead
I'm crazy in the head
And the tears seem to never end
Sorry I this is enough I'm just sad and needed to vent.
Bleeding and burning with how much my life has changed
Each cut to the wrist stings but it feels right
Each temptation to drink and take those pills
Come back everyday as I consider drinking the vodka
Or overdosing on pills
It's a constant temptation.
Who have I become
You asked me last year if I would try these
And I'd probably slap you
Ask me now and id tell you I've drank
I'll tell you I have cut
42 scars and over scar me permanently on my right wrist
To remind me my life has become hell
To remind me my life is not a fairy tale no more
Happiness and fun for my 14 year old self
Has become forcibly out grown
Long gone dead
Fading in the mist
Who am I today that I wasn't back then
My dog is dead
I'm crazy in the head
And the tears seem to never end
Sorry I this is enough I'm just sad and needed to vent.
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