Day After Day

Day after day 
I wallow in pain
It hurts to even breath sometimes
I just want to die
Is that really too much to ask?
I love you
But your never coming back for me like you promised that day... That last day that I ever saw you
I miss you so much
I just hope that one day god will grant me my wish and just kill me... Slowly just like he killed you, 
Just like how he took you from me
Just like he killed part of my soul that day
I can't breathe....
Goodbye.