Darkness Prevails

The room is black, I can feel my tears
About to break through,
Hoping no one will hear!

I feel my world is breaking,
From every angle known,
My heart, my kids, my husband my life
I just wish I could go.

But still I stay
Because I’m needed here,
Dishes to do, and rooms to clean,
Got to get up, the house expected to gleam!

But what about me?
I am dying inside
No one that really cares,
To help me and be by my side!

So here I still am,
Trying hard not to break
Into the million fragile pieces
Barely intact.

I need an escape
I am so tired and empty
Almost want to cut
Just to feel somewhat real

I figure with blood
It may all seem more real
And the pain that I feel
Can be seen and controlled

Don’t freak out
All these thoughts are just in my head
The likely hood of doing them
Ha, as if I could I wouldn’t have the guts!

So now I lay hear weeping,
Praying tomorrow will come and go,
And I will still remain living,
And my problems would just go!!!!