Dark Loneliness

Nothing seems to be going well
I tried to be perfect
All the pieces of life I cannot connect
Speechless of the reality, I do not know what else to tell
I cannot believe this is real
But not all the wounds can heal
I am tired of feeling this world like hell
It seems I am alone
Each day I am by my own
The placid world and the happiness I cannot feel
Not all my effort of not giving up had effect
Now I have problems that I cannot deal
The darkness and the loneliness is not estrange
I will not give up now. Some day this world will change