Cried

I've cried so hard that I can't sleep,
I look at you,
And think what have I gotten myself into,
I've cried so loud.

That everyone stares at me,
I wonder why and how you could feel that way,
But now I really don't care for your attitude,
I've cried so long that I can't breathe.

I try so hard not to show you how I feel,
Because you don't care,
You lie and say that you do,
But I know how to lie too,
I've finally stopped crying,
Because you can't hurt me anymore,
Because I love me and not you.